Hi Darci,

I really really loved your intro, thank you for sharing

I hardly know what to answer however, other than I hope to hear/see more from you in the future. Are you planning on trying dmt at some point, and if so, what are your plans and what kind of administration are you looking at? (Aya / pharma / vaped?) You've had quite the experiences on mushrooms from what I can gather from your notes; I always felt like mushrooms and lsd too were amazing substances, holy almost. But even though I don't want to admit it, there is something about the dmt experience that makes it feel like it is more profound than anything you have ever experienced. I come away from it feeling like I've had a true and deep spiritual experience that touched me so deeply that there is nothing I can compare it to. I can understand why some compare it to giving birth - not that I have any experience with that so far - but I would imagine that the miracle of life would have a similar impact. I am not a religious person but through my dmt experiences I often feel like I have met God, that I have seen Him, a ubiquitous sentience that feels and thinks and knows. Intelligence in every spec of dirt, in every molecule.

with mushrooms you can have similar experiences - the molecules are quite similar too, so it's not that odd - however the probability of being touched in a profound way seems higher on dmt, at least in my personal statistics. I guess the survey that we have designed will eventually tell us if this is true though.

join us in the chat sometime, if you ever feel like meeting some of the members in a more real-time manner. I hope you enjoy the nexus and that you stick around for a while.

take care!