I'm certain this purpose is what I want in life. I've never been so certain about anything in my entire life. The idea of it itself makes any recent hardships worth suffering through. It's not some 'ordinary desire' where I absolutely must have it or else... I am patient, waiting.

Now that I think of it, these possibilities that come to mind are only keeping my beliefs balanced and rational. The positives and negatives sort of keep me on track.

I trust this completely.