Mendblade
Rising Star
I just would like to start by saying I hope to be posting a lot more, although I read the forum all the time I feel called strongly to become a part of this wonderful collective.
It cannot be said enough this board is a beautiful collection of individuals waking up and advancing the evolution of consciousness.
that said my work with the blessed molecule has entered a new accelerated growth and for the past weeks I have been able to journey daily.
I would just like to share what I see as the culmination of this acceleration. This coincided with the full moon and concluded last night.
It started last evening around seven my great friend and kindred psychonaut came over to work. I introduced him to Thh and then to the changa(mullein mint magic)he is no stranger to the magic however. After two bong hits he became frightened Who am I whats going on here. I didnt know what to say. I spoek his name and tried to bring him into the present.
It was my turn I prayed and inhaled. Before I could exhale my body turned into a receptacle of energy. My identity was shattered and eyes open and closed made no difference infinite in all directions. Only poetry can capture the flash. I was at the edge of something massive, the secret was going to be revealed
Any moment the wizard would step out from the veil every duality was dissolved into oneness. I was this and not this. I could go in and out of ego I experienced my friends consciousness as my own. After a while fragments of my life would come back to me and then dissolve away.
Until i accepted that there was never a before and no way of putting the past back together. Just Be, just breathe. Geometry covered everything and all I could do was yawn I felt moist and conductive like a conduit for energy just a receiving and transmission station for the one consciousness. The impression that sticks with me is that everything that occurred had a familiar feel.
Afterwards all we could do was express our thanks. Thanks to this molecule, to this message board, to life and God. We awoke and realized the responsibility we have at this time to work with this powerful tool and bring light and love into this world and serve in the mystery.
I did some yoga and meditation afterwards and slept like a baby.
It cannot be said enough this board is a beautiful collection of individuals waking up and advancing the evolution of consciousness.
that said my work with the blessed molecule has entered a new accelerated growth and for the past weeks I have been able to journey daily.
I would just like to share what I see as the culmination of this acceleration. This coincided with the full moon and concluded last night.
It started last evening around seven my great friend and kindred psychonaut came over to work. I introduced him to Thh and then to the changa(mullein mint magic)he is no stranger to the magic however. After two bong hits he became frightened Who am I whats going on here. I didnt know what to say. I spoek his name and tried to bring him into the present.
It was my turn I prayed and inhaled. Before I could exhale my body turned into a receptacle of energy. My identity was shattered and eyes open and closed made no difference infinite in all directions. Only poetry can capture the flash. I was at the edge of something massive, the secret was going to be revealed
Any moment the wizard would step out from the veil every duality was dissolved into oneness. I was this and not this. I could go in and out of ego I experienced my friends consciousness as my own. After a while fragments of my life would come back to me and then dissolve away.
Until i accepted that there was never a before and no way of putting the past back together. Just Be, just breathe. Geometry covered everything and all I could do was yawn I felt moist and conductive like a conduit for energy just a receiving and transmission station for the one consciousness. The impression that sticks with me is that everything that occurred had a familiar feel.
Afterwards all we could do was express our thanks. Thanks to this molecule, to this message board, to life and God. We awoke and realized the responsibility we have at this time to work with this powerful tool and bring light and love into this world and serve in the mystery.
I did some yoga and meditation afterwards and slept like a baby.
