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Desolving my ego

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Bullet39761

Bullet39761

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Hello everybody. I am a new user of DMT. When I first learned of DMT and what it offered personally, I felt that it could teach me to desolve my ego. My ego has held me back from truly being happy with who I am. My mind concentration is not at a level that I can meditate yet so I felt this could get me to a place where I can understand myself. I think there are a lot of people who choose to use DMT because they feel that they will have a complete understanding of the universe. Where as me personally, after using it less than a half dozen times has answered the first set of questions only to ask a completly and more complex set of questions in return. I don't think you will ever be able to understand WHY it is showing you what it shows you. It's all about using it to better your life, to soften, even eliminate the human ego. DMT has shown me love, a complete unwavering love, so much that it has left me in tears upon placing me back into my consciousness. I never want it to leave me here. It has taught me about me, and the fact I didn't even know who the hell I really was. so far it hasn't taught me the meaning of life and I doubt it ever will, but it has taught me that I must get rid of my ego or I will never understand. DMT has been VERY good to me and I look forward to having a special relationship with her for a very very long time. I hope everyone reading has great experiences. For me I look forward to losing my ego and learning to hone into a higher state of mind. Thanks to my best friend of 27 years who opened my eyes to this and other life changing experiences. Wish all of you the same.
 
Welcome to the Nexus !

Nice intro indeed! Though some paragraph breaks would make for an easier reading :)

Its good to hear of your positive healthy relationship to spice, and I can definitely relate when you say it just brings more and more complex questions instead of answering what we want.

When you talk about the ego, I understand and agree, but I want to add that the ego is also necessary in its own place, and that it just cant be the only or main thing controlling us, that it should be one more tool for us.

Have you been using dmt orally too? I feel its specially good for personal exploration and development, this way, specially mixed with caapi.
 
Hello Bullet39761 and welcome to the Nexus. Meditation is something that needs to be worked at, like planting a seed or training in the gym.

It's normal for the mind to wander, you just need to bring it back to the meditation. As soon as you realise your mind has wandered, you now have a choice. Congratulate yourself for realising, and then bring your focus back.

I guess there'll always be questions. You're right about the fact that answered questions or guided insight, makes way for more complicated and further questions.

Great introduction, I like your way of thinking and I will look forward to hearing more from you.

Peace

Macre
 
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