Welcome to the Nexus !

Nice intro indeed! Though some paragraph breaks would make for an easier reading

Its good to hear of your positive healthy relationship to spice, and I can definitely relate when you say it just brings more and more complex questions instead of answering what we want.

When you talk about the ego, I understand and agree, but I want to add that the ego is also necessary in its own place, and that it just cant be the only or main thing controlling us, that it should be one more tool for us.

Have you been using dmt orally too? I feel its specially good for personal exploration and development, this way, specially mixed with caapi.