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moksha

moksha

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Hello Everyone. :)

I am 26 yrs old, an animator by profession and works with a studio. Even though I have not done any psychedelic drug before(I dunno if marijuana falls in ths category, err really a noob), DMT drawn my attention after googling "best drug ever" and it was like I found a jackpot or smthing I have been unknowingly missing whole my life. Reason being, I started thinking about existence/paranormal/supernatural when I was in school.*Too many I's for this place :p*. Since then, there were lots of questions came in my mind, for which I dint get satisfactory answers till now.

I was hardcore atheist once, but started to believe things when suddenly religion started to make sense to me(not tht suddenly u know). I believe everything happens for a reason.

Neways, I have been doing my part of research on the spice, over the internet ofcourse, from a month and now desperately waiting for it to come to me, because "I" really want to die so tht I can live again. Hope I ll search it real fast.

Apologies for the poor writing, not good enuff in tht part. :)

Peace n love. :)
 
Thanks guys, I m really serious abt this thing and I m lill afraid too. As a total fresher in this field I m still not sure how ll I manage to extract the spice but first my concern is to arrange a plant containing the spice. I think phalaris arundinacea is available in loads here in India, but not sure where. :p

And gammagore, its nice to know U know the word. :D but its AUM(Om) not OHM. It is considered to be the origin of everything.

Peace n Love. :)
 
Welcome! you've definitely come to the right place to learn about the spice!

as a fellow artist, I would also recommend trying some psilocybin mushrooms sometime :D
 
Welcome Moksha. I wonder if there are other Indians on the nexus. I LOVE your country. Have only visited once, for 2 1/2 months, but i feel I am being "called" back!

In regard to mushrooms, I think Stevowitz probably means that at lower doses they are gentle and stimulate the creative parts of the mind. In my experience, most of the work and lessons from DMT are learned in the aftermath, whereas with mushrooms, the learning happens both after and during the voyage.

Enjoy your stay here at hotel nexus. There's a great view, towels in the bathroom, running hot water and remember, if the phone rings, answer it!

JBArk
 
jbark said:
Welcome Moksha. I wonder if there are other Indians on the nexus. I LOVE your country. Have only visited once, for 2 1/2 months, but i feel I am being "called" back!
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Thanks jbark, I wonder it too if I find any Indians over here but I m skeptic about that, reason being, Drugs in India are big taboo. Only very poor ppl do it or very high income group but not middle class. Poor ppl doesnt have connections to be here and rich ppl doesnt care abt spritualism. So???

And I love to hear wen sm1 says tht He loved India. I dunno Y though? I think its culture of India, which most of the foreigners like the most, I wuld like to hear what did u loved abt India.

jbark said:
In regard to mushrooms, I think Stevowitz probably means that at lower doses they are gentle and stimulate the creative parts of the mind. In my experience, most of the work and lessons from DMT are learned in the aftermath, whereas with mushrooms, the learning happens both after and during the voyage.
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I m too much afraid of trying drugs(as I stated above, exactly why.) I have tried ganja(weed) n loved it so I researched more drugs on google and luckily found out DMT, It made me curious and desperate to use it because of its nature. I always wanted to search n explore whats inside me(its also emphasized in Hinduism, but thru meditation though), and wen I got to know tht smthing exist here which can really show you smthing on which ur religion stands, it made me go crazy.

I m still waiting to find DMT though, dont have any Idea from where to get it. Already read extraction teks and which plants contains it, but still way to go to find plants here in front of me.


And yeah I ll keep my phone on loud profile. LOL. :D


LOVE N PEACE
 
Moksha wrote:
And I love to hear wen sm1 says tht He loved India. I dunno Y though? I think its culture of India, which most of the foreigners like the most, I wuld like to hear what did u loved abt India.
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The chaotic order, the filthy cleanliness, the mixing of perfume and fire and shit and spice, the colour and muck, the noise and the silence in the noise, the new mingling with the ancient, the faiths and creeds (so many) striding alongside progress and reason and science and technology , the peace and tranquility and violence and cacophony, and the food, THE FOOD - never such delectable tastes, redolent of invasion and submission and resistance, spice that burns yet warms, a hodge-podge mosaic of flavours and textures that so readily captures the heterogeneous & heteroclitic spirit of the subcontinent itself!!

In short, the incongruity, the co-mingling of opposites and polarities that make ALL into ONE!!! that's what I like about India! A barrage to the senses, no respite, but glorious and banal all at once!

Can't wait to go back...

JBArk

PS - i am a hobby indian chef and I have over 80 spices in my cabinet and have catered 13 dishes from all over the subcontinent to 30, 80, 120 and 340 people!!
 
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