Hermes
Hermes Trismegistus
Very prominent in most of my mushroom trips is the distinct feeling of 'frozen block determinism.' That is to say, that my existence and all of existence is predetermined by the force of causality, I feel that I am able to perceive this directly. I see fractal arcs of phi proportions layered over reality. I see my existence as a minuscule bump on the edge of one of these arcs. I have images of waves in the same shape, crashing back down to the sea, this is a visual metaphor for our lives. We are merely a droplet of ocean spray returning to the great ocean of cosmic existence, inevitably we must return.
All of human existence is comparable to one of the islands of beauty found deep within the Mandelbrot set, it was bound to exist. Given the simple initial formula of the Mandelbrot set these seemingly complex formations deep within it are created, waiting to be discovered. Just as the initial conditions for life on earth are early in the chain of causality which brought us into existence.
It all makes perfect sense to me. This is why I discovered Terence McKenna, this is why I discovered mushrooms, and I'm waiting to find out why I discovered DMT. Each of these things is a turn in the fractal arc of my existence, which will invariably lead to another.
How do you feel about determinism? Obviously your response is predetermined but I would still like to hear it.
All of human existence is comparable to one of the islands of beauty found deep within the Mandelbrot set, it was bound to exist. Given the simple initial formula of the Mandelbrot set these seemingly complex formations deep within it are created, waiting to be discovered. Just as the initial conditions for life on earth are early in the chain of causality which brought us into existence.
It all makes perfect sense to me. This is why I discovered Terence McKenna, this is why I discovered mushrooms, and I'm waiting to find out why I discovered DMT. Each of these things is a turn in the fractal arc of my existence, which will invariably lead to another.
How do you feel about determinism? Obviously your response is predetermined but I would still like to hear it.