dakini_zema
Rising Star
hello everyone, hope u r fine....
I am new, i just discovered yr forum, i couldn't read it properly cause i haven t got much time, i am working quite hard but i got a good feeling about it...
anyway i would like to say that i am not an expert of entheogenic or an experienced user either., but tonight i had a discussion with my partner who is an ex tibetan Buddhist monk and therefore as a different point of view...
i make myself clear: i decided to try Ayuhaska next january after a short retreat in which i will do meditation and purification because i feel like it would be a good chance to get some answers i am looking for.... I am ( I mean i try to be ) a Buddhist practitioner but I am lazy indeed. Sometime I carry on good with my daily practice and i see the result by myself....i become more confident and i kind of do not let my unhealthy emotions take control of my life....but as i said i have this strong imprint to be lazy therefore i find quite hard to maintain a daily routine...the result is after a while i give up my practice and then i have to start everything again...this is happening since 7 years ago..it is frustrating!!!
Sometime i get depress and hopeless....anyway a few years ago i had a very strong trip with some mexican mushroom...to make a brief after that trip i became vegetarian and my spirituality increased a lot....also i begin s to belive in Dharma (the Buddhist's path) strongly...
I told my boyfriend that i would like to endeavor the same experience, to try DMT for investigate a bit more my mind or at least the part of this mind that i would like to turn in the right diretion. To drive it in a way it will start to collaborate and make easyer for me to develop the good habit of meditation and self investigation but he got upset!!...he told me i don t need any shortcut to study my mind but just a strong effort. also he said that any kind of drug is unuseful in the spiritual progress. I must say that my boyfriend i a very open minded person who dosen t like to judge anyone....just he come from a very different culture, from a tradition where the word self destruction dosen t exist.....in fact the tibetan dictionary dosen t even have this word
for him is quite wired to get any substance to altered the consciousness, even if the reasons are good.
I mus admit he made me think....
maybe i am just looking for a quick solution but i am sure my intention are good and i am not going to harm anyone, in fact i would do it to benefit myself, consequently to benefit others....
I would like to ask u: did anyone of u use DMT with this porpouse? and If yes what did u get from that exeperience?
Do u think because we are westerns can we allowed ourself to use phychedelic "to get to the POINT faster"?
Do you think would be better take DMT by myself or with a friend.....(what about if this friend never took DMT?)
Do you think this could be a right motivation?
I really appriciate any comment and\or any suggestion.
Please be patience and share with me anything u think i should know, i really would like to prepare myself in the best way for that powerfull experience..
i WISH U a lovely time
thank u for yr time.
p.s i apoligise if i will be long to reply, i honestly work hard and i haven t got much free time....
I am new, i just discovered yr forum, i couldn't read it properly cause i haven t got much time, i am working quite hard but i got a good feeling about it...
anyway i would like to say that i am not an expert of entheogenic or an experienced user either., but tonight i had a discussion with my partner who is an ex tibetan Buddhist monk and therefore as a different point of view...
i make myself clear: i decided to try Ayuhaska next january after a short retreat in which i will do meditation and purification because i feel like it would be a good chance to get some answers i am looking for.... I am ( I mean i try to be ) a Buddhist practitioner but I am lazy indeed. Sometime I carry on good with my daily practice and i see the result by myself....i become more confident and i kind of do not let my unhealthy emotions take control of my life....but as i said i have this strong imprint to be lazy therefore i find quite hard to maintain a daily routine...the result is after a while i give up my practice and then i have to start everything again...this is happening since 7 years ago..it is frustrating!!!
Sometime i get depress and hopeless....anyway a few years ago i had a very strong trip with some mexican mushroom...to make a brief after that trip i became vegetarian and my spirituality increased a lot....also i begin s to belive in Dharma (the Buddhist's path) strongly...
I told my boyfriend that i would like to endeavor the same experience, to try DMT for investigate a bit more my mind or at least the part of this mind that i would like to turn in the right diretion. To drive it in a way it will start to collaborate and make easyer for me to develop the good habit of meditation and self investigation but he got upset!!...he told me i don t need any shortcut to study my mind but just a strong effort. also he said that any kind of drug is unuseful in the spiritual progress. I must say that my boyfriend i a very open minded person who dosen t like to judge anyone....just he come from a very different culture, from a tradition where the word self destruction dosen t exist.....in fact the tibetan dictionary dosen t even have this word
for him is quite wired to get any substance to altered the consciousness, even if the reasons are good.
I mus admit he made me think....
maybe i am just looking for a quick solution but i am sure my intention are good and i am not going to harm anyone, in fact i would do it to benefit myself, consequently to benefit others....
I would like to ask u: did anyone of u use DMT with this porpouse? and If yes what did u get from that exeperience?
Do u think because we are westerns can we allowed ourself to use phychedelic "to get to the POINT faster"?
Do you think would be better take DMT by myself or with a friend.....(what about if this friend never took DMT?)
Do you think this could be a right motivation?
I really appriciate any comment and\or any suggestion.
Please be patience and share with me anything u think i should know, i really would like to prepare myself in the best way for that powerfull experience..
i WISH U a lovely time
thank u for yr time.
p.s i apoligise if i will be long to reply, i honestly work hard and i haven t got much free time....