woody
Rising Star
I know some people here use DMT and meditation together, especially as a way to integrate and prepare for trips, but recently I’ve been feeling they are different paths, depending what one is searching for obviously. I believe that no matter how I phrase it, what I am searching for is always ultimately the same thing. When I began my journey with DMT I wanted to explore consciousness, my perception of reality and possibly even as a tool to give me a glimpse of what enlightenment may be. Something pulled me towards DMT just as something pulled me towards meditation, I can’t explain what but I‘m sure many of you will know what I mean.
Since I have started meditating the goal is still the same but with a more spiritual aspect and emphasis on enlightenment and Self realisation. I have taken to meditating well and already know that it is going to be part of my life now, but the dilemma I have found myself in is in part because of the small realisations I have already had, the small progress and improvements I have noticed. It feels like gradual work, slowly peeling away the layers bit by bit until eventually bigger realisations will occur. It’s making me feel like a DMT breakthrough experience would just tear through all those layers without doing any of the work and learning and potentially hinder what I have started. I know some mystic texts refer to this, eg St Teresa warns of “the harm that ensues when the spirit attempts to aspire to unusual and supernatural experiences before they are bestowed upon by it the Lord.” Now I don’t know about supernatural but I think we can all agree on unusual.
Is this valid, or is the experience something else entirely which will be an aid to my meditation or is the DMT experience just another distraction from life and the spiritual path. It is probably also worth mentioning that I have considered the possibility that I am simply not getting the call at the moment.
What I’m ultimately trying to raise is then, as methods of consciousness exploration are they compatible or are they two separate journeys?
Woody
Since I have started meditating the goal is still the same but with a more spiritual aspect and emphasis on enlightenment and Self realisation. I have taken to meditating well and already know that it is going to be part of my life now, but the dilemma I have found myself in is in part because of the small realisations I have already had, the small progress and improvements I have noticed. It feels like gradual work, slowly peeling away the layers bit by bit until eventually bigger realisations will occur. It’s making me feel like a DMT breakthrough experience would just tear through all those layers without doing any of the work and learning and potentially hinder what I have started. I know some mystic texts refer to this, eg St Teresa warns of “the harm that ensues when the spirit attempts to aspire to unusual and supernatural experiences before they are bestowed upon by it the Lord.” Now I don’t know about supernatural but I think we can all agree on unusual.
Is this valid, or is the experience something else entirely which will be an aid to my meditation or is the DMT experience just another distraction from life and the spiritual path. It is probably also worth mentioning that I have considered the possibility that I am simply not getting the call at the moment.
What I’m ultimately trying to raise is then, as methods of consciousness exploration are they compatible or are they two separate journeys?
Woody