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DMT and Sexual Energy

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Angel_Above

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Hi.

Haven't touched DMT in quite some time because my last Salvia/DMT journey was fought from the minute I started becoming immersed in the experience.

Tonight, something was different.

Watched a movie on cosmic energy and meditation, and one on marijuana and spirituality.

They got me in a good mindset :).

I'll say the experience as one full experience, instead of two separate ones.

Twice tonight I tripped on DMT. It was over the course of 30 minutes so that's why I'll just make it one long trip report.

Loaded about 20 mg in my lightbulb and hit away. After about 3 hits I started feeling the initial rush of the DMT. Vibrations on everything in the room along with a weird body feeling.

I was listening to some music, and eventually I had some energy blanket put on me and I felt this buzzing sensation all throughout my body. I started to smile and the smile consumed me. Usually when I trip I can still think quite clearly and I remembered that for ayahuasca (haven't tried yet) that shamans sing icaros to guide the trip so I started vocal singing.

THe vibrations made the visuals move to the beat that I was emitting, but this lasted very shortly because my throat had a tickle from the DMT and I didn't want to start a coughing episode.

The next part of the trip is the second trip. I turned off the music and laid down on the floor. The movement of me standing, turning off the music, and laying down happened in about 3 seconds but I must have had at LEAST 50 conscious thoughts in this time span.

The visuals started becoming "sexual" in nature. That was the best way to describe it. I saw curves of a woman, a woman's lips, and then I just started seeing colors and randomly human being-looking people would appear and disappear. I left the experience with a big ol' grin on my face, despite the fact that I felt like I was burning alive from the inside because my room is quite hot.


While I was having the experience, I felt many "jolts" in my physical body that seemed to not stop, but I felt it was just my Astral body moving. Not really sure. ALl I know is the way that the visuals were appearing, and the feeling they gave me, made me think of SEX. But not in a physical way. nor emotional. Very hard for me to explain at least.






Is sexual energy something normal with DMT trips?

Are sexual desires evil? It seems like the ego desires this and since most religions see the Ego as the illusory part of the Self, it is something we should not give into. Yet this sexual energy I was seeing/feeling was so captivating.
 
"sexual energy" is the divine creative force of the universe.
It is NOT evil!!!
It is a beautifully powerful thing!

You can learn to cultivate this energy, have it rise into your heart, so that the love you feel is multiplied eternally.

From the Kundalini Yoga perspective,
it sounds like the spice was rising this energy, and when it got to your "sex chakra" you were dominated by it's perspective. (Nothing wrong with that. But if you want perspective on this, go downtown on a saturday night, you will find a world dominated by the sex chakra. Balance is KEY)

When I work with spice,
I try to rise this energy into all aspects of my being
so that I may explode outward, upward, out of the crown
and be able to consciously think with every meridian in my body (Projects the Soul.)


Now, that may sound complex, but just go with it.
It's all good.
 
Sexual energy is not evil but I think it can do harm if out of control.
But if you don't make that energy control you and your life then how can it be bad? It's just lack of control of energies that can be considered as "bad".
Some people become obsessed with sex and I've never seen that bring true happiness in anyones life. But I've seen that obsession block people from true happiness which comes from inside.
 
DMTripper said:
Sexual energy is not evil but I think it can do harm if out of control.
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It depends how long it's been since you had a sufficent occasion to adequately channel this energy :)

Though for me DMT is about merging all the energy's to one small point inbetween the eyes and smiling about it. I once tried to come on to this amazing woman that I saw in a pharma journey... she transformed into something scarey and then tried to eat my soul... never again :)
 
soulfood said:
Though for me DMT is about merging all the energy's to one small point inbetween the eyes and smiling about it. I once tried to come on to this amazing woman that I saw in a pharma journey... she transformed into something scarey and then tried to eat my soul... never again :)
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Never ceases to amaze me how elaborate the lessons we are taught can be!!!
 
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Kundalini and tantric sex seem related in that one does not 'release' physically the energy created in the, um, sex chakra, but instead channels that energy upward, towards the crown, helping increase awareness.
Unfortunately for me, my fiance is tremendously hott and incredibly talented at, um, NOT allowing me to rechannel that energy, succubus that she is. So, I may not reach ascension in this lifetime. oh well...:d


But, to the OP. Everything in moderation, respect youself and others. Remember that sexual energy is POTENT. If stored in the body it CAN be redirected. But again, everyone needs to let off a little bit of steam now and again.

The ego is the interface to this world. While it is important to discern the ego's boundaries and overlaps with one's higher self, it's banishment probably requires a lobotomy.

Good luck and remember that everything is a learning experience.


Namaste,

Espiridion
 
Its interesting, I remember my first few times drinking ayahuasca out in Peru, I remember at times feeling waves of very powerful orgasmic energy, but centered in my head.

Soulfood - lol :d
 
I experienced the devil in my latest trip.
It was lusty, vulgar, greedy, evil, lowenenergy.

I think sexual energy can be divine, but also can be vulgar.

Somehow it seems, that everything has many dimensions, depending on the observer. :)
 
all is rashomon...

i've had the most celestial, beautiful orgasmic energy flow through me during more than a few journeys....

i've also seen the funniest renditions of hyperspace porn imagineable. always with the most surreal, ludicrous undertones....as if i was being shown how sex was just another way for things to morph into other things...

everything is empty and meaningless my brother. the only meaning anything has is the meaning YOU ascribe to it. sex is sex. i practiced tantric sex for years along with meditation to try to harness this 'stored energy'. i think that my own meaning-making ability produced a somewhat noticeable effect. at the same time, i've had torrid sex with my fiance and completely 'drained' myself an hour before a big race and felt absolutely empowered and unstoppable all the way through to winning it.

rather than put a 'meaning' on sex and, by so doing, give your brain yet ANOTHER thing to ruminate on, try to simply ruminate on the feelings that are alive within you when you are presented with such messages/imagery. it means nothing. perhaps it is all just an opportunity for you to let go...

as Mr DMT said, "sexual energy can be divine, but also can be vulgar". take out the word 'sexual' and you are closer to the truth. ENERGY can be divine or vulgar...and is....BOTH....at the same time. energy is ALL potential things/feelings/meanings at once. energy begets all things and all things are born of energy. it is all information without the trappings of a label. sexuality is simply sexuality. it is a journey through a prismatic everythingness that pulsates with the metamorphosis of the infinite. it is all things and their subsequent 'meanings'. do not abruptly stop your conveyence of the flow of all things...

to try to make sense of things in hyperspace is akin to a synapse in the brain deciding to stop a particular electric impulse of information to 'examine it.' the synapses' job is to simply convey that impulse on to the next synapse and be a fluid part of a network. all things flow throw it and so, it IS all things. the minute we stop to 'consider' anything in the great flow of hyperspace, we immediately cease to be a conduit for information and instead BECOME an observing, separate entity.

sex is not good. sex is not bad. sex is not anything and sex is everything. but for those who would dive the deepest into the mystery, sex is.....sex.

L&G!!
 
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