No Knowing
fool adept
- Merits
- 42
PRE-CONDITIONS
Set:Excited and ready had planned this trip for a week
(physical condition) Set:Healthy, blood flowing from physical labor and gym earlier in day
Setting (location):Bedroom home alone
time of day: 8pm Dark out
recent drug use: 1.5 grams of the same Mushrooms 1 week prior, bee pollen capsules throughout day,
last meal: Protein shake w/ spirulina, maca extract, chia seeds, and mango juice
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 65kg
known sensitivities: none
history of use: Experienced with mushrooms usually take 7grams to get "there", This was my 5th breakthrough on DMT; have experienced around 50 or so sub-breakthrough experiences
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): 3 grams of OK mushrooms, 35mgs of freebase off-white DMT on top of a small bed of weak 4:1 Blue Lotus, Calea, mugwort, and passionflower Changa[later] bowls of caapi leaf
Dose(s): 3 grams Mushrooms, 35 mgs DMT(on top of small <1cm bed of weak 4:1 Changa) 3 bowls of Caapi Leaf
Method of administration: Mushrooms(Chewed and held in mouth), DMT(GVG) Caapi leaves(Glass bowl)
EFFECTS
Administration time: 5:45pm(mushrooms eaten) DMT smoked around 8pm [8:30pm and on Caapi bowls]
Duration: 6+ hours for mushrooms w/ caapi, DMT about 10 minutes
First effects: 35minutes after mushroom ingestion
Peak: Mushroom peak 7:30 until coming down from DMT around 8:15
Come down: 8:15 from DMT fall asleep that night still feeling trippy from everything else...
Baseline: Next day AFTERGLOW
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes:Still not stronger than my first breakthrough, but feels to have a noticeable effect on improving everyday life
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 3
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 3 Has been three days and my mind still feels great and I feel more embodied and absorbed in my immediate experience than before the trip
REPORT
This trip was a long time coming as I had not had a proper breakthrough in a few months and I had ceased any recreational sub-breakthrough usage of DMT for a few weeks since the MHRB supply dried up. After my girlfriend gave me some mushrooms I decided my next breakthrough would be on the substance I had the longest history and experience with. I believed that my ability to "bliss myself out" on mushrooms would give me the courage and launching pad for a proper DMT breakthrough.
First, a little on my history with DMT and first experience. A year and a half ago, roommates of mine had .1 gram doses and sat down to try them. The first guy to hit the bong[he had filled it with his entire .1] claimed it gave him little effect except heart-racing and room wobble. He proclaimed that it was, "Stupid and lame." He said I could finish the bowl.
At this time I was addicted to sniffing heroin and was also a daily pot smoker and cocaine user. I said WTF, and torched the bowl. My roommate had just melted all the DMT to the bottom of the bong slide and I ended up getting quite a large hit. The last thing I remember was placing the Bong on the ground, I do not remember letting the smoke out.
What happened next was and still is the most intense experience of my life. I had a trip of Godhead, I was everything that ever was and ever will be, or possibly could be, forever. In this state I thought it was hilarious that I thought I was some talking monkey creature addicted to feel-good powders; it all seemed so insignificant to my true BEING in that infinite moment. I thought I was never gonna come down, but I did. To make the long story short that one trip changed my life for the BETTER gave me the willpower to quit all addictions and jump on the road to self-improvement with all my strength.
So here I am a year and half later with a really healthy body and an ever-expanding mind. I have extracted some spice before MHRB went down and had a few breakthroughs with it. The thing was, although these breakthroughs were more intense than any LSD, mushrooms, or RC trip I ever experienced none of them matched the sheer reality-shattering and all encompassing light of my first trip.
I began experimenting with changa and harmalas before smoking and the harmalas yielded a breakthrough I remembered and learned from much more than freebase to the dome when sober. So next I thought to try to take that big rip outta the GVG on mushrooms.
I ate the mushrooms meditated and then played on my drum machines and synthesizers until I got that blissed out euphoria one can get off of a moderate dose of mushrooms. The 3 grams of mushrooms did not hit me too hard, one of the reasons I'm guessing was that I took 1.5 grams the week prior. But, they put me in a great blissful and meditative state for my DMT trip.
So, when I was getting real into the music and was feeling great, I felt the call, put on Orbital's Attached and sat on my bed took a few deep breaths and sucked in the GVG. I immediately closed my eyes(the extreme alienness of my own bedroom was not something I wanted this trip to be about) and focused on the DMT absorbing in my lungs. After I let out the breath I was GONE.
I was in an almost 2D plane-like space that had various square modules of 3D and multi-dimensional visuals within them. The modules were all so completely different yet the way I was seeing them with my mind's eye, I could take in the whole field at once. As the last vestiges of my ego were dropping into this massive structure I had the feeling that, "I was always going to do this, this was always going to happen." Once my ego was gone the trip is very hard to describe but I felt like I was being shown exactly what I needed and I had the usual simultaneous feeling of sheer alienness and familiarity. I also had the sensation that the trip was occurring as a whole, almost like I was experiencing the come-up and come-down at the same time.
It seemed like, to me, the textured modules on the endless 2D plane were all representing some kind archetype in life or experience. I remember seeing someone nudging another entity and winking at him. They looked extremely alien, but the gesture was so familiar that I came back down for a second as my body let out a hard chuckle.
Everything was so all at once but I felt like my own will was choosing what I experienced. The grid almost looked like a Hollywood squares-type setup consisting of different scenes, entities and even memories from my own mind; all interacting and communicating at blazing speed.
As I came down I slowly came back into my body and the grid faded slowly into blackness. I had an intense fear of opening my eyes and being overwhelmed. I put my legs in lotus position and hugged them until I felt ready to open my eyes. My room looked ABSURD it was recognizable but overly intense and electric. I enjoyed the level I opened them at though, it was enough.
As I came back completely I was like wow that was exactly what I needed, yet, I still had no idea how to describe what I experienced. I remember having the distinct thought, "How could anyone try to put that experience in words?" Well I tried, hope the attempt served my experience some justice.
The rest of the night I smoked Caapi bowls, ate 50mgs of harmalas, and REALLY:want: enjoyed making my music. I had euphoria on the level of MDMA but without that bodyload. I will be smoking Caapi on tryptamines again for sure. Gotta say though, the mushrooms felt like NOTHING after the DMT trip. Felt just happy and maybe a little stimulated. Maybe some weak changa bowls after the freebase hit next mushrooms trip...
Thanks for reading and input welcomed. Especially about achieving or returning to those "Godhead" experiences. I hope that first trip won't forever live as my best one...Maybe I just need the courage to hit a dose that big:shock:
Set:Excited and ready had planned this trip for a week
(physical condition) Set:Healthy, blood flowing from physical labor and gym earlier in day
Setting (location):Bedroom home alone
time of day: 8pm Dark out
recent drug use: 1.5 grams of the same Mushrooms 1 week prior, bee pollen capsules throughout day,
last meal: Protein shake w/ spirulina, maca extract, chia seeds, and mango juice
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 65kg
known sensitivities: none
history of use: Experienced with mushrooms usually take 7grams to get "there", This was my 5th breakthrough on DMT; have experienced around 50 or so sub-breakthrough experiences
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): 3 grams of OK mushrooms, 35mgs of freebase off-white DMT on top of a small bed of weak 4:1 Blue Lotus, Calea, mugwort, and passionflower Changa[later] bowls of caapi leaf
Dose(s): 3 grams Mushrooms, 35 mgs DMT(on top of small <1cm bed of weak 4:1 Changa) 3 bowls of Caapi Leaf
Method of administration: Mushrooms(Chewed and held in mouth), DMT(GVG) Caapi leaves(Glass bowl)
EFFECTS
Administration time: 5:45pm(mushrooms eaten) DMT smoked around 8pm [8:30pm and on Caapi bowls]
Duration: 6+ hours for mushrooms w/ caapi, DMT about 10 minutes
First effects: 35minutes after mushroom ingestion
Peak: Mushroom peak 7:30 until coming down from DMT around 8:15
Come down: 8:15 from DMT fall asleep that night still feeling trippy from everything else...
Baseline: Next day AFTERGLOW
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes:Still not stronger than my first breakthrough, but feels to have a noticeable effect on improving everyday life
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 3
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 0
Afterglow: 3 Has been three days and my mind still feels great and I feel more embodied and absorbed in my immediate experience than before the trip
REPORT
This trip was a long time coming as I had not had a proper breakthrough in a few months and I had ceased any recreational sub-breakthrough usage of DMT for a few weeks since the MHRB supply dried up. After my girlfriend gave me some mushrooms I decided my next breakthrough would be on the substance I had the longest history and experience with. I believed that my ability to "bliss myself out" on mushrooms would give me the courage and launching pad for a proper DMT breakthrough.
First, a little on my history with DMT and first experience. A year and a half ago, roommates of mine had .1 gram doses and sat down to try them. The first guy to hit the bong[he had filled it with his entire .1] claimed it gave him little effect except heart-racing and room wobble. He proclaimed that it was, "Stupid and lame." He said I could finish the bowl.
At this time I was addicted to sniffing heroin and was also a daily pot smoker and cocaine user. I said WTF, and torched the bowl. My roommate had just melted all the DMT to the bottom of the bong slide and I ended up getting quite a large hit. The last thing I remember was placing the Bong on the ground, I do not remember letting the smoke out.
What happened next was and still is the most intense experience of my life. I had a trip of Godhead, I was everything that ever was and ever will be, or possibly could be, forever. In this state I thought it was hilarious that I thought I was some talking monkey creature addicted to feel-good powders; it all seemed so insignificant to my true BEING in that infinite moment. I thought I was never gonna come down, but I did. To make the long story short that one trip changed my life for the BETTER gave me the willpower to quit all addictions and jump on the road to self-improvement with all my strength.
So here I am a year and half later with a really healthy body and an ever-expanding mind. I have extracted some spice before MHRB went down and had a few breakthroughs with it. The thing was, although these breakthroughs were more intense than any LSD, mushrooms, or RC trip I ever experienced none of them matched the sheer reality-shattering and all encompassing light of my first trip.
I began experimenting with changa and harmalas before smoking and the harmalas yielded a breakthrough I remembered and learned from much more than freebase to the dome when sober. So next I thought to try to take that big rip outta the GVG on mushrooms.
I ate the mushrooms meditated and then played on my drum machines and synthesizers until I got that blissed out euphoria one can get off of a moderate dose of mushrooms. The 3 grams of mushrooms did not hit me too hard, one of the reasons I'm guessing was that I took 1.5 grams the week prior. But, they put me in a great blissful and meditative state for my DMT trip.
So, when I was getting real into the music and was feeling great, I felt the call, put on Orbital's Attached and sat on my bed took a few deep breaths and sucked in the GVG. I immediately closed my eyes(the extreme alienness of my own bedroom was not something I wanted this trip to be about) and focused on the DMT absorbing in my lungs. After I let out the breath I was GONE.
I was in an almost 2D plane-like space that had various square modules of 3D and multi-dimensional visuals within them. The modules were all so completely different yet the way I was seeing them with my mind's eye, I could take in the whole field at once. As the last vestiges of my ego were dropping into this massive structure I had the feeling that, "I was always going to do this, this was always going to happen." Once my ego was gone the trip is very hard to describe but I felt like I was being shown exactly what I needed and I had the usual simultaneous feeling of sheer alienness and familiarity. I also had the sensation that the trip was occurring as a whole, almost like I was experiencing the come-up and come-down at the same time.
It seemed like, to me, the textured modules on the endless 2D plane were all representing some kind archetype in life or experience. I remember seeing someone nudging another entity and winking at him. They looked extremely alien, but the gesture was so familiar that I came back down for a second as my body let out a hard chuckle.
Everything was so all at once but I felt like my own will was choosing what I experienced. The grid almost looked like a Hollywood squares-type setup consisting of different scenes, entities and even memories from my own mind; all interacting and communicating at blazing speed.
As I came down I slowly came back into my body and the grid faded slowly into blackness. I had an intense fear of opening my eyes and being overwhelmed. I put my legs in lotus position and hugged them until I felt ready to open my eyes. My room looked ABSURD it was recognizable but overly intense and electric. I enjoyed the level I opened them at though, it was enough.
As I came back completely I was like wow that was exactly what I needed, yet, I still had no idea how to describe what I experienced. I remember having the distinct thought, "How could anyone try to put that experience in words?" Well I tried, hope the attempt served my experience some justice.
The rest of the night I smoked Caapi bowls, ate 50mgs of harmalas, and REALLY:want: enjoyed making my music. I had euphoria on the level of MDMA but without that bodyload. I will be smoking Caapi on tryptamines again for sure. Gotta say though, the mushrooms felt like NOTHING after the DMT trip. Felt just happy and maybe a little stimulated. Maybe some weak changa bowls after the freebase hit next mushrooms trip...
Thanks for reading and input welcomed. Especially about achieving or returning to those "Godhead" experiences. I hope that first trip won't forever live as my best one...Maybe I just need the courage to hit a dose that big:shock:
