Yes, one breakthrough completely changed my life, and me.

I used to think a psychedelic is a psychedelic is a psychedelic, with minor differences in body load, etc, but DMT is an utterly different animal altogether.

Many of the people I know have developed a fear of psychedelics as a result of getting old and having all sorts of " baggage". Most fear a bad trip, getting stuck in some introspective loop. I have yet to be able to explain to one who has not been initiated that this is not really an issue with DMT, that one shoots right through that aspect of the psychedelic experience into pure spiritual awakening.

I went into hyperspace with a desire for that, my initiation was part of my spiritual journey. I have a spiritual aspect, though not at all religious, and I wonder what it would be like if I were atheist. I've wondered if one would have a park spiritual experience and what they would do with it.

I could have been called agnostic prior to "dying", but that experience removed any question of higher existence or realms, of the eternal and god like nature of humanity. That can be dangerous, even fur a spiritual person. I mean what if God wasn't nearly what you thought it woke be, and you weren't too thrilled with the revelation? That's kind what happened to me.