Foxofchaos
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I have responsibly enjoyed a good number of psychadelics and other drugs over the last two years and dmt is by far the most precious. I came a rough past with plenty of pain, dissapointment and loss (like many others here im sure) and over time my spirit became so emaciated i honestly became nothing more than a shell for quite sometime. Lsd, shrooms and mdma gave me breif moments of hope but that always faded shortly after the come down. That all changed after my first dmt breakthrough.
I had enjoyed dmt twice before and had enjoyed immensly but felt like there was still so much more to the experience that i had yet to discover. All i knew for sure was that for the first time in years i felt more than just a hollw body of a human. Dmt found that light of pure energy and infinite love and nourished it for what seemed like the first time.
After my first breakthrough my life changed. I realized that my reality was 100% within my control. I realized that everyone and everything is connected and has been/will always be connected. I touched my mothers spirit who passed away when i was 16. I was held on a sea of loving, soft, caressing hands, surrounded by hundreds of faces made of light that were all smiling, happy that i was there and i spoke to a beautiful whire/bright blue goddess who told me that love in infinate and that i was never and will never be alone. I started to cry uncontrollable tears of joy and was pulled backwards through hyperspace back to my seat on the couch.
I havent had the opporotunity to enjoy dmt since then and it had been almost 5 months. My happiness and quality of life has improved dramatically.That experience helped me realize that i controll my reality and that my reality was poorly organized and needed to be cleaned, nourished and bslanced. I stopped taking my adhd medications, greatly improved my nutritional and physical health, i started yoga and reading anything and everything i can get my hands that woyld help feed my mind and thirst for understanding. My relationships with all the people in my life have improved including my relationship with myself.
I have been keeping an open eye bc i do want to take many more adventures into hyperspace but i havent had the opporotunity since then. Hopefully ill be able to meet more time travelers at electric forest this year bc there are only a very small handfull where i live.
Sorry for all the typos, im using my cracked screen android :/
I had enjoyed dmt twice before and had enjoyed immensly but felt like there was still so much more to the experience that i had yet to discover. All i knew for sure was that for the first time in years i felt more than just a hollw body of a human. Dmt found that light of pure energy and infinite love and nourished it for what seemed like the first time.
After my first breakthrough my life changed. I realized that my reality was 100% within my control. I realized that everyone and everything is connected and has been/will always be connected. I touched my mothers spirit who passed away when i was 16. I was held on a sea of loving, soft, caressing hands, surrounded by hundreds of faces made of light that were all smiling, happy that i was there and i spoke to a beautiful whire/bright blue goddess who told me that love in infinate and that i was never and will never be alone. I started to cry uncontrollable tears of joy and was pulled backwards through hyperspace back to my seat on the couch.
I havent had the opporotunity to enjoy dmt since then and it had been almost 5 months. My happiness and quality of life has improved dramatically.That experience helped me realize that i controll my reality and that my reality was poorly organized and needed to be cleaned, nourished and bslanced. I stopped taking my adhd medications, greatly improved my nutritional and physical health, i started yoga and reading anything and everything i can get my hands that woyld help feed my mind and thirst for understanding. My relationships with all the people in my life have improved including my relationship with myself.
I have been keeping an open eye bc i do want to take many more adventures into hyperspace but i havent had the opporotunity since then. Hopefully ill be able to meet more time travelers at electric forest this year bc there are only a very small handfull where i live.
Sorry for all the typos, im using my cracked screen android :/
