schilling5
Esteemed member
Hello friends,
Please take everything I say below with a grain of salt as what may be true for me may not be true for others, and I do not want to offend any Christians or Christian-God believers. This is not about deciding who is right and wrong about Truth, it's about my mom. Thank you.
I have situation with my mom and I'd like to share it with you. I'll give you some details first. She's 50 years old, most likely been stuck in Stage Blue of the Spiral Dynamics for most of her life, as she grew up in a communist regime and has been an atheist until the age of 40 I think. All of the sudden she decided to be a Christian, and been in the church for almost 9 years. For the past 5 years I've been trying to tell her that while it's a good thing that she believes in God, I've tried to "open" her eyes a bit by teaching her concepts of Non-Duality, God, absolute Truth, Love, death, nature of reality, that hell and paradise are dualities and they are not True, and that not everything that she's been thought in the church is True. I was making progress with her, and she really became a more intelligent person even though she believed the dogma of the church. Even if she was still in her peak-high indoctrination, she became less and less indoctrinated while I worked on her. I was making serious progress of kicking her out of indoctrination and instilling new spiritual teachings of the highest nature. Before continuing I want to say that my mother was and probably still is a sweetheart deep down until this point.
Last year, she left church saying she doesn't like it anymore, because the priests are corrupt, they lie, and they don't teach you new information. Ok, that's fine. I was actually thrilled to hear that and that she's been able to see beyond the doctrine. However... she joined a cult. Yep. She actually joined a fully blown cult and her life has been on a downwards spiral mentally from there, even though she says she's never been better. She started saying that Jesus was reborn in China, and is here to save us before we all die in 2025 due to global catastrophes. They have Facebook groups and are always reading some texts they receive by Google Drive. I know what cult it is, but I didn't really care about the specifics. She started ignoring her family, never leaving her room, having arguments, etc. To the point where the entire family broke apart and we all live separated right now.
I've tried to explain to her that this is a mistake, but she is fully brain-washed at this point and it broke my hearth. I've tried with all my spirit and power more than before to give her all sorts of reasons why this is wrong and is nothing different from her old version in Christianity. It's just another color. She is so brainwashed that she denies everything I say, even the old stuff that I was saying and she was agreeing with me. I don't know what else to do.
We rarely speak anymore, and I've told her that I could give her DMT that lasts for about 10-15 minutes. I told her that if what she believes to be true really is, she will find out in that space. She doesn't know about the substance, and has never taken a psychedelic in her entire life.
I'm in a dilemma. What should I do? Should I give her DMT? Is it morally correct? Would I be helping her, or worsen the situation? I don't know how she will react if she receives Truth and it shudders her entire life beliefs, or if it will send her to hell and believe even stronger that China Jesus will save her before 2025. And no, waiting for 2025 will have no point, as she goes in a rabbit-hole about that God gives us 1 more year and stuff like that. I've asked. Should I mind my own business and leave her be?
Please take everything I say below with a grain of salt as what may be true for me may not be true for others, and I do not want to offend any Christians or Christian-God believers. This is not about deciding who is right and wrong about Truth, it's about my mom. Thank you.
I have situation with my mom and I'd like to share it with you. I'll give you some details first. She's 50 years old, most likely been stuck in Stage Blue of the Spiral Dynamics for most of her life, as she grew up in a communist regime and has been an atheist until the age of 40 I think. All of the sudden she decided to be a Christian, and been in the church for almost 9 years. For the past 5 years I've been trying to tell her that while it's a good thing that she believes in God, I've tried to "open" her eyes a bit by teaching her concepts of Non-Duality, God, absolute Truth, Love, death, nature of reality, that hell and paradise are dualities and they are not True, and that not everything that she's been thought in the church is True. I was making progress with her, and she really became a more intelligent person even though she believed the dogma of the church. Even if she was still in her peak-high indoctrination, she became less and less indoctrinated while I worked on her. I was making serious progress of kicking her out of indoctrination and instilling new spiritual teachings of the highest nature. Before continuing I want to say that my mother was and probably still is a sweetheart deep down until this point.
Last year, she left church saying she doesn't like it anymore, because the priests are corrupt, they lie, and they don't teach you new information. Ok, that's fine. I was actually thrilled to hear that and that she's been able to see beyond the doctrine. However... she joined a cult. Yep. She actually joined a fully blown cult and her life has been on a downwards spiral mentally from there, even though she says she's never been better. She started saying that Jesus was reborn in China, and is here to save us before we all die in 2025 due to global catastrophes. They have Facebook groups and are always reading some texts they receive by Google Drive. I know what cult it is, but I didn't really care about the specifics. She started ignoring her family, never leaving her room, having arguments, etc. To the point where the entire family broke apart and we all live separated right now.
I've tried to explain to her that this is a mistake, but she is fully brain-washed at this point and it broke my hearth. I've tried with all my spirit and power more than before to give her all sorts of reasons why this is wrong and is nothing different from her old version in Christianity. It's just another color. She is so brainwashed that she denies everything I say, even the old stuff that I was saying and she was agreeing with me. I don't know what else to do.
We rarely speak anymore, and I've told her that I could give her DMT that lasts for about 10-15 minutes. I told her that if what she believes to be true really is, she will find out in that space. She doesn't know about the substance, and has never taken a psychedelic in her entire life.
I'm in a dilemma. What should I do? Should I give her DMT? Is it morally correct? Would I be helping her, or worsen the situation? I don't know how she will react if she receives Truth and it shudders her entire life beliefs, or if it will send her to hell and believe even stronger that China Jesus will save her before 2025. And no, waiting for 2025 will have no point, as she goes in a rabbit-hole about that God gives us 1 more year and stuff like that. I've asked. Should I mind my own business and leave her be?
