alicedee25
Rising Star
I just came back from the highest dose of dmt n oxide i've ever used, and now ever care to use. ~70-80 mg of goo was vaped in a tube. With the first large toke the patterns of dmt began to form, but I knew this wouldnt be enough for a breakthrough, so with another large toke in my lungs I laid back and then things became terrifying. The patterns are crashing into my face, im moving with more speed than i've ever felt. I become aware of my racing heart and try to calm it down without luck. I'm swimming in a pond of souls, innumerable amounts of shapes full of intent are rushing up to me. I'm nauseous. I'm aware of how much food i've ingested and how much liquid is in my body. The shapes of intent are upset that i can't focus and begin to leave. I asked them for their forgiveness and anyone could help calm me and my body. I felt like a beggar on the street, asking anyone for anything to get me on my feet. It sort of worked, some of the shapes of intent came back and played with my chest, filling it with white light.. but still had no desire to bond with me. I slowly started to come out of it. Obviously I dont remember much of this. Little flashes. When I came down some 15 minutes later i was still semi nauseous but I feel a lot better about the whole experience after I talked it out with a fellow traveler. I have a batch of fresh stuff that has never gave me such a level of terror, increased heart rate and nausea. N-oxide is not very fun to me, its messy, and chaotic, even in lower doses I find n-oxide to cause a considerable amount of confusion and lack of focus.