Hello my fellow travellers! I felt the need to update all you kind people who responded to my initial question. So having gone from feeling incredibly bad after a journey, these are the steps I have taken, and I am pleased to say my problem seems to have resolved itself. I am confident this will remain to be the case.
Firstly, and I don’t know why this is nor can I explain it, I’ve felt in touch with some messenger from the other side(on an albeit very low instinctive level)specifically with regards to asking the question”am I OK to visit again”. Sounds weird I know, but I have had a very strong gut instinct and followed that message with great respect. It’s been a whole month now since I had my bad experience and only yesterday did I feel warm and comforted enough to continue my seeking of guidance, and I should strongly note that I felt I was “given permission” to do so.
Secondly. I made sure I had a clean system, no alcohol, no painkillers(which I take for several traumatic injuries) and I meditated for quite a long time beforehand. My mind was at ease.
Thirdly. I only went on one journey, I did not abuse it and learnt to appreciate massively the experience I had on 1 single journey.
Fourth. I have put a huge amount of time and effort into making the purest, un-contaminated product I can, this included both a water wash and an additional wash with n-heptane- which really seemed to work wonders, the difference between my initial product(powdery like very small crystals-very large crystals which seemed very pure) was very satisfying.
Lastly-with the exception of this Nexus, I have ceased to talk about DMT with anybody, friends ask about it, and I just tell them straight-I’m not longer talking about that-no offence! These friends are just very curious indeed, and knowing them as I have for decades, I know this is not for them, for example none of them has ever asked to try DMT, despite constant phone calls just to pick my brain for my own experiences and to satisfy there own curiosity’s. This may change if someone reaches out with a genuine interest in exploring this, but I feel strangely at ease, and in a good way, to not be there “can you tell me everything” guy.
One mate actually said to me”no I’m not happy with that description, tell me more, tell me about this and that!!
So thanks people, hope to talk to you all soon

Love2all
