I've had some interesting experiences recently that i'd like to share... i've begun to notice that sometimes on vaped DMT my mind flickers from one body to another, mostly normal human bodies, like a woman pushing a pram, a man loading packages onto a lorry, a man closing his car door & walking cautiously due to the ice... on high doses i kind of 'flick' between these bodies and a fractal body, but with no fluidity or smoothness to the transitions, quite erratically.
The other day i woke up having inhaled DMT the previous evening, i could hear a bird pecking on my roof, i closed my eyes and quite naturally & effortlessly i became the bird, i could feel the birds body & consciousness, it was awesome and also quite hilarious. So innocent & simple, it was interesting to feel that 'bird brain'.
DMT seems to be able to throw me into an eternal feeling fractal body, or it can even put me in another human body, an animals body... anything with consciousness.
What i came to realize in my recent trips is that it's not always about experiencing the eternally feeling immense fractal body, of course that is great but when i was flicking between those majestic fractal bodies & human bodies doing seemingly mundane things, i found myself thinking, 'i don't want to see this ordinary mundane human stuff' and reflecting on this made me realize that these are not mundane things, they are miracles themselves... the woman pushing the pram is literally a miracle, the fact anything appears to exist at all is a miracle. So for me DMT does not make anything special or sacred, it can just reveal that everything is already sacred in its totally plain ordinariness.
So maybe experiencing God/Infinity is not experiencing mind blowing expansiveness, it's experiencing whatever you are experiencing right here right now.
The other day i woke up having inhaled DMT the previous evening, i could hear a bird pecking on my roof, i closed my eyes and quite naturally & effortlessly i became the bird, i could feel the birds body & consciousness, it was awesome and also quite hilarious. So innocent & simple, it was interesting to feel that 'bird brain'.
DMT seems to be able to throw me into an eternal feeling fractal body, or it can even put me in another human body, an animals body... anything with consciousness.
What i came to realize in my recent trips is that it's not always about experiencing the eternally feeling immense fractal body, of course that is great but when i was flicking between those majestic fractal bodies & human bodies doing seemingly mundane things, i found myself thinking, 'i don't want to see this ordinary mundane human stuff' and reflecting on this made me realize that these are not mundane things, they are miracles themselves... the woman pushing the pram is literally a miracle, the fact anything appears to exist at all is a miracle. So for me DMT does not make anything special or sacred, it can just reveal that everything is already sacred in its totally plain ordinariness.
So maybe experiencing God/Infinity is not experiencing mind blowing expansiveness, it's experiencing whatever you are experiencing right here right now.
