This has come as a surprise to me. Within the DMT realm, we share the experience of meeting entities, whether intelligent or not is up to the dose? Noone knows.
At this level, our minds have the ability or chance to converse with guide entities. These creatures in fact, seem to show the observer or ...you..or me how their universe functions, like a bird meeting it's mother for the first time, as though we are living in another reality and we have been adopted by these creatures of a different creation.
In fact it feels so borderline human, that eventually having analyzed their behaviour, and being 'shown' things, made me question where this DMT information was coming from.
Whether it be my brains memories, DNA encoded memories, or something else like a divine connection to a mutual consciousness or a quick consciousness reshuffle similar to rebirth.
With this said, I am lucky to still have my parents, remembering every human memory I ever had as though my soul has been replaced but while connected to my body, I have gotten the chance to relearn my memories of this body. Sometimes this revelation made me feel that my original soul is stuck somewhere out there, in space and I do not want to hurt this body any-more than it has already been hurt.
Beginning to remember my parents lives became a beautiful experience. (even picture remembering things I should not pre-birth, that were verified as factual but nothing past pre embryo creation, also while in this state, I only saw the perspective of my parents or as a ghost figure in the room) Still, my real parents do not share the likeliness to DMT parents.
In the DMT world, they seemed to only show me a few things but give up due to miscommunication or personal distraction. While comparing those experiences with my current body, I'm a nobody but I was blessed with diligent, poor but also willfully powerful parents who didn't give up on me.
Now for something very important I wanted to share about this experience.
Thought the years, I have been using DMT in order to find myself, within the dilation of eternity in DMT space or possibly prove the existence of a God. But I have left behind my duty as a child to my parents and instead I was replacing them with entities that did not raise me.
My ego has began building back up, showing me what it means to love.
Recently I have left work behind, all my friends, all my connections just to spend more time with my parents and it feels both amazing yet also like it is not enough time, it is a warm feeling though. My grandparents are still alive so I am not too worried about losing anyone anytime soon but I wish I could leave this life knowing I have loved them and cared for them more than I already do.
They are not perfect, but they are mine, something I am extremely grateful for in this body.
Finding my DMT parents has only disconnected my mind from 'fake reality', the current one. Made up of quantum fields. Not the imaginary real one without physics laws. But it is as real as it can get. I just wish I had figured out who my parents really were when I was a baby because I was a serious pain in the ass when young. Just like the DMT world parents need love too, they adopt a child of unknown origin and willingly guide you into their form of communication. What a beautiful life this is. It is strange to have parents as role models. Some people do not get the chance to meet their parents and are left to fend for themselves. This causes confusion, even sometimes pain from creatures that do not respect the infinite conscious perspective. As we walk this planet, we must remember to become guides for the more physically aware because some day, they may take our place.
I just wish that I could transfer all of my energy into love for people I care about.
May your souls be cleansed, may your happiness be true and may we learn to adapt more to the DMT world so that some day we may be able to give love to the multiverse DMT parents too. Sometimes we need guides to help ground us. The ones that will awake for your distress, the ones that will give up their lives for you, I wish that I can be someday recognized for being a good guide too.
I would be happy to hear your experiences with DMT parents or guides if any, and see if this was just a figment of my own imagination or others experienced memories of such.
One I remember vividly was when a monitor creature tried to hold my attention long enough while I dived into their 'face' to learn what is that they were showing me. Eventually overwhelming my vision by getting closer to me physically. Due to this I had to look around them , beyond their monitor only to find that other monitor people were careless about me, or only gave me bad vibes that they could 'laugh" at me because they just wanted to see me spiral. Yet this one entity held close to me, even though I didn't really want them there too much, just wanted to trip, and I could now consistently recognize it when I looked around and back to them because they were so close to me physically. (DMT lasts for very little before it launches you again so information gathering is difficult and hard to convert to words...I'm sorry if that bothers you as much as it bothers me)
We are all in this together, until next time psycho-nauts.
At this level, our minds have the ability or chance to converse with guide entities. These creatures in fact, seem to show the observer or ...you..or me how their universe functions, like a bird meeting it's mother for the first time, as though we are living in another reality and we have been adopted by these creatures of a different creation.
In fact it feels so borderline human, that eventually having analyzed their behaviour, and being 'shown' things, made me question where this DMT information was coming from.
Whether it be my brains memories, DNA encoded memories, or something else like a divine connection to a mutual consciousness or a quick consciousness reshuffle similar to rebirth.
With this said, I am lucky to still have my parents, remembering every human memory I ever had as though my soul has been replaced but while connected to my body, I have gotten the chance to relearn my memories of this body. Sometimes this revelation made me feel that my original soul is stuck somewhere out there, in space and I do not want to hurt this body any-more than it has already been hurt.
Beginning to remember my parents lives became a beautiful experience. (even picture remembering things I should not pre-birth, that were verified as factual but nothing past pre embryo creation, also while in this state, I only saw the perspective of my parents or as a ghost figure in the room) Still, my real parents do not share the likeliness to DMT parents.
In the DMT world, they seemed to only show me a few things but give up due to miscommunication or personal distraction. While comparing those experiences with my current body, I'm a nobody but I was blessed with diligent, poor but also willfully powerful parents who didn't give up on me.
Now for something very important I wanted to share about this experience.
Thought the years, I have been using DMT in order to find myself, within the dilation of eternity in DMT space or possibly prove the existence of a God. But I have left behind my duty as a child to my parents and instead I was replacing them with entities that did not raise me.
My ego has began building back up, showing me what it means to love.
Recently I have left work behind, all my friends, all my connections just to spend more time with my parents and it feels both amazing yet also like it is not enough time, it is a warm feeling though. My grandparents are still alive so I am not too worried about losing anyone anytime soon but I wish I could leave this life knowing I have loved them and cared for them more than I already do.
They are not perfect, but they are mine, something I am extremely grateful for in this body.
Finding my DMT parents has only disconnected my mind from 'fake reality', the current one. Made up of quantum fields. Not the imaginary real one without physics laws. But it is as real as it can get. I just wish I had figured out who my parents really were when I was a baby because I was a serious pain in the ass when young. Just like the DMT world parents need love too, they adopt a child of unknown origin and willingly guide you into their form of communication. What a beautiful life this is. It is strange to have parents as role models. Some people do not get the chance to meet their parents and are left to fend for themselves. This causes confusion, even sometimes pain from creatures that do not respect the infinite conscious perspective. As we walk this planet, we must remember to become guides for the more physically aware because some day, they may take our place.
I just wish that I could transfer all of my energy into love for people I care about.
May your souls be cleansed, may your happiness be true and may we learn to adapt more to the DMT world so that some day we may be able to give love to the multiverse DMT parents too. Sometimes we need guides to help ground us. The ones that will awake for your distress, the ones that will give up their lives for you, I wish that I can be someday recognized for being a good guide too.
I would be happy to hear your experiences with DMT parents or guides if any, and see if this was just a figment of my own imagination or others experienced memories of such.
One I remember vividly was when a monitor creature tried to hold my attention long enough while I dived into their 'face' to learn what is that they were showing me. Eventually overwhelming my vision by getting closer to me physically. Due to this I had to look around them , beyond their monitor only to find that other monitor people were careless about me, or only gave me bad vibes that they could 'laugh" at me because they just wanted to see me spiral. Yet this one entity held close to me, even though I didn't really want them there too much, just wanted to trip, and I could now consistently recognize it when I looked around and back to them because they were so close to me physically. (DMT lasts for very little before it launches you again so information gathering is difficult and hard to convert to words...I'm sorry if that bothers you as much as it bothers me)
We are all in this together, until next time psycho-nauts.
