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DMT please save my life

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skizocreep

skizocreep

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Hello again i have had dmt in my possession for 2 weeks and i hope it to be the most anti-addictive substance i have ever come across.
I was addicted to opiates for 6 years methadone for the last 2. Its been the hardest struggle anyone can endure.its been a love
hate relationship for half of the 6 years but the last 2 years have been so full of self loathing. i lost so much to opiates
house,cars,jobs,girlfriends,bank account,my self respect also respect from friends and family.They say you cant quit unless
you want to well i wanted to more than anything in my life and i still cant quit.My definition of addicted is somthing you can not
stop no matter how you try that means you must be addicted to it.I have been threw rehabs,clinics,groups,NA,still i struggle with this
substance.being at the end of my rope I was reading that they use ibogain for addiction in mexico.The experience you under go for the few days you there
is a massive controld trip. The visions the subject receives makes you reflect on his/hers addiction and the lifstyle lived.
when thr trip is over you sleep the whole next day off.THe following day you awake and feel overwelmed by the experience.but feel pretty good
It is said to work even on people who did not want to quit reporting being so moved by the experience they did not use for
some time.I find this fascinating but the clinics are very expensive and in mexico but this is documented proof that psychedelics
can be used in treating addiction. On dec 24th a friend and i took 5 doses of albert hoffmann lsd25 amazing,clean,while on the
entheogen i had the most in depth seminar on my life put me into tears every senerio that envoled me and opiates played out in
my head clear as day all the ugly stuff never looked at myself that way it was like looking threw another persons eyes so real.
By the time the trip was over i had gotten over my tragic lifstyle and enjoyed the trip.I will never forget the power that substance
had to make me analize and judge myself.So that being said i now have the most powerful hallucingen on the planet.while i have not yet
indulged into the trytamine dimension to much yet i have yet to see the awsome power of the king of the entheogens.I plan on going both routes
freebase and oral.I will let you guys know how my first travels go i know its gona be far beyond what i imagined.:lol:
 
It's fantastic to hear how you have managed to turn things around. SWIM has found that changa has a much stronger medicinal quality to it than straight spice; she has trouble believing some of the unhealthy behavior patterns that had been invisible to her before changa brought them to prominence. Good luck with everything.
 
You may want to acquire some caapi for recalibration.
Caapi+spice will fortify your intentions and allow deeper resets to occur.
Although, if you just pray to the spice, you will more than likely get what you want.
It is the most powerful medicine I've come across.

Godspeed, and keep us updated.



p.s. you can make a changa by evaporating spice onto caapi leaves via IPA.
you can drink 20g caapi vine an hour or so before smoking spice.
you can smoke a caapi leaf spliff before smoking spice

etc
 
Good luck skizocreep, Ibogaine is the one with the strongest reputation for aiding addiction, but I think many of these substances will aid you in your goal. They are powerful "re-assessers", and while they don't judge you, they allow you to judge yourself and set the stage for positive change. At least in my experience.

An aside - hey House, does the IPA need to be 90%? It has been very recently outlawed in Quebec, and possibly the rest of Canada, meaning the only stuff available is 70% and combined with several "massage" admixtures, presumably to discourage its drinking...

crazy what lengths the authorities will go to, baby step by baby step, to ruin our fun, our exploration, and our search for the mystical.
cheers,
JBArk
 
jbark

you never want to use anything with additives. 70% only means there's more water, meaning more time to evaporate. check labels and MSDS every time.
 
Thanks House; just what I thought. Their are several additives to our 70% - menthol and a few others. Crazy, put pure IPA (regardless of dilution) is no longer available...

cheers,
JBArk
 
iso is definatily not banned in canada..I buy 99% all the time here in vancouver at the grocery store..strange that they banned it in quebec..
 
Hello and hugs!

I've been working with regularly Ayahuasca for over two years, and originally sought the medicine to break depression. I have never struggled with substance addiction, but I struggled with other self-destructive behaviors, suicidal thoughts (before and after a suicide attempt), so I can relate to that aspect of your internal struggle.

All I can say now is that I am free in all ways: through working with the medicine, I have come to understand my past, I have reached out and made peace with formerly abusive family members. I suffered physically in several ways from holding pain and trauma inside my body, which, over the course of many months of serious work, I was able to release.

I've done so many wonderful things. I am now so happy and grateful to be alive. Just how far I have come dawned on me recently, when everyone was joking at work about how I should be named Happiest Employee, how I am always so cheerful, calm, a grounding presence. All I could think was, "Holy cow, had you known me three years ago..."

Entheogens, when used respectfully, ritually, and with the support of awesome communities such as this one, can be an amazing catalyst for self-transformation. If you are dedicated to healing, you can and will definitely find the light. There are so many people and unseen forces out there to guide you. All you simply have to do is ask for guidance!

Anyway, I welcome you here, and wish you the best. Just felt like sharing a bit about myself to let you know that this can be a total path of healing. :) Ayahuasca and/or Caapi tea I highly recommend exploring...
 
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