I like to get right to the point, so I would innitially state that I had no religeon from the ages of 0-40 years of age. My parents dragged me to church when I was little, and as soon as I did not have to go anymore I was done. It was far easier to be aetheist as an adolescent IMO, as when you are young like I was, you are prone to skeptisism.
I ended up smoking alot of pure DMT during my 20-40 year mark but it was so intence it really gave me no connection with the gods. Blending DMT with teacher plants and MAOI's has been much more spiritual since smoking so much pure crystal over and over, and is preffered but I do love them pure deems still.
In the last five years I have made significant progress in self healing and understanding myself as well as the infinity surounding us. My memories on DMT are as vivid as my real life memories and moments I cherish, and I consider them to be as real as one another.
Innitially on a handful of occasions I have seen mighty spirit gods clad in armor and very still. Supreme Gods I assume in retrosepct. They have told me remarkable things. I have seen Zeus on one occasion. He was casting down energy from his hands in a display of force, and it took me many days of thinking about the experience to understand it was Zeus. A women in all shades of white cloaks blessed me on a different occasion I believe her to be a God as well.
Even after all of this if you asked me, I would tell you I still had skeptisism to Christianity and had absolutely no belief what so ever. Then I did a Yopo extract and on one journey Jesus Christ was in front of me and giving his teachings to someone beside me. And when I saw him I then believed in him as it was as real as anything else in this existence we consider tangible. So after 45 years of not believing now I do believe he is something real that has been seen through the ages. It makes more sense to me than dis-believing in thousands of years of practice and teachings.
These are not common occurences by any means, maybe 1 out of 100 or more might let me see true divinty. But the better I get with creating the crystal and blending the herbs the better it becomes.
So... I am not about to start going to church but when I am there on occasions I have a much deeper sense of comprehension then before, and have started to turn around my thinking in so many ways. Like the Bruce Lee quote " be like water never rigid" right?
I ended up smoking alot of pure DMT during my 20-40 year mark but it was so intence it really gave me no connection with the gods. Blending DMT with teacher plants and MAOI's has been much more spiritual since smoking so much pure crystal over and over, and is preffered but I do love them pure deems still.
In the last five years I have made significant progress in self healing and understanding myself as well as the infinity surounding us. My memories on DMT are as vivid as my real life memories and moments I cherish, and I consider them to be as real as one another.
Innitially on a handful of occasions I have seen mighty spirit gods clad in armor and very still. Supreme Gods I assume in retrosepct. They have told me remarkable things. I have seen Zeus on one occasion. He was casting down energy from his hands in a display of force, and it took me many days of thinking about the experience to understand it was Zeus. A women in all shades of white cloaks blessed me on a different occasion I believe her to be a God as well.
Even after all of this if you asked me, I would tell you I still had skeptisism to Christianity and had absolutely no belief what so ever. Then I did a Yopo extract and on one journey Jesus Christ was in front of me and giving his teachings to someone beside me. And when I saw him I then believed in him as it was as real as anything else in this existence we consider tangible. So after 45 years of not believing now I do believe he is something real that has been seen through the ages. It makes more sense to me than dis-believing in thousands of years of practice and teachings.
These are not common occurences by any means, maybe 1 out of 100 or more might let me see true divinty. But the better I get with creating the crystal and blending the herbs the better it becomes.
So... I am not about to start going to church but when I am there on occasions I have a much deeper sense of comprehension then before, and have started to turn around my thinking in so many ways. Like the Bruce Lee quote " be like water never rigid" right?
