bullshavehorns
Rising Star
Hiya,
Short intro. I've done two extractions of spice. First extract wasn't such great yield, I put this down to lack of experience and rushing through steps. This time round I ended up with a fair amount to experiment with!! :>
First time I used DMT was with "The Machine' however my chamber was far too big and found it hard to get good hits. So I made up another device, same design, just used a single serving bottle instead. Much smoother and easier to use!
So anyway, Yesterday I had an incredible experience. I didn't breakthrough but I felt immersed in love and care. My CEV's were red in color and I had entities 'cleansing' me and nurturing me. They were holding me telling me everything is going to be alright. (My dad hasn't been well so I've had that on my mind a little). So I ended that trip in a real good head space and they guided me through.
Today, I decided to venture off again. I've had a good day, went fishing and it was relaxing but I got sunburnt on my arms which I didn't consider would play any part in my experience. Immediately upon taking a hit my arms felt like they were on fire!!! I began to freak out in my head and checked to see if my bed was on fire or something, which I knew was impossible... but it set me off in bad shape. As I felt the waves coming over me I got more worried, I started hearing vibrational humming...so I closed my eyes and the CEV's were black, I also felt I had something 'holding' me down(mentally). Initially I struggled against this but I then focused my breathing and began to let myself go. As my mind settled, the force 'holding' me began communicating and told me to be more cautious, and that this was 'essentially' all for my benefit. The vibes began to change and although the colors were still mostly black it was peaceful, with entities that emanated white light gently moving around me. Thankfully it ended far better than it started! Lesson learned.
If you made it this far, thank you.
I only have one more thing to say/ask...
During all of my DMT experiences the entities I come across seem to me, to be African... Tribal African entities. Being a Caucasian male, I have no (known) cultural connection with this. I am truly grateful they have been so guiding and helpful in my journeys, however I am at a loss as to the connection (if any)... Has anyone else come across something similar?
Short intro. I've done two extractions of spice. First extract wasn't such great yield, I put this down to lack of experience and rushing through steps. This time round I ended up with a fair amount to experiment with!! :>
First time I used DMT was with "The Machine' however my chamber was far too big and found it hard to get good hits. So I made up another device, same design, just used a single serving bottle instead. Much smoother and easier to use!
So anyway, Yesterday I had an incredible experience. I didn't breakthrough but I felt immersed in love and care. My CEV's were red in color and I had entities 'cleansing' me and nurturing me. They were holding me telling me everything is going to be alright. (My dad hasn't been well so I've had that on my mind a little). So I ended that trip in a real good head space and they guided me through.
Today, I decided to venture off again. I've had a good day, went fishing and it was relaxing but I got sunburnt on my arms which I didn't consider would play any part in my experience. Immediately upon taking a hit my arms felt like they were on fire!!! I began to freak out in my head and checked to see if my bed was on fire or something, which I knew was impossible... but it set me off in bad shape. As I felt the waves coming over me I got more worried, I started hearing vibrational humming...so I closed my eyes and the CEV's were black, I also felt I had something 'holding' me down(mentally). Initially I struggled against this but I then focused my breathing and began to let myself go. As my mind settled, the force 'holding' me began communicating and told me to be more cautious, and that this was 'essentially' all for my benefit. The vibes began to change and although the colors were still mostly black it was peaceful, with entities that emanated white light gently moving around me. Thankfully it ended far better than it started! Lesson learned.
If you made it this far, thank you.
I only have one more thing to say/ask...
During all of my DMT experiences the entities I come across seem to me, to be African... Tribal African entities. Being a Caucasian male, I have no (known) cultural connection with this. I am truly grateful they have been so guiding and helpful in my journeys, however I am at a loss as to the connection (if any)... Has anyone else come across something similar?
