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I think most people here wouldn't probably say they *just want a trip*. What a strange scream to put out there like that...

goals... and you think you can realize them through dmt? That is a very strange concept to me but reflects well the whole *vending machine* attitude I sense occasionally in some - Throw in some coins of time and energy and out pops a soda can of some result. Most I guess want to hit the enlightenment-soda-button; you want the realize-my-goals soda.

For some reason I find the only intentions that can even remotely play into a psychedelic experience are the internal ones, e.g. something like *I want to reconnect to my emotions* or *I want to overcome feeling so and so about this and this* - but a lot of times these goals are impossible to even formulate clearly, because certainly one short sentence like that does not contain the complexity of my state-of-being which I intend to transform.

I've been thinking about *what I want* a lot lately. I wonder about my place in the cosmic perspective or in the perspective of the higher-order of emerging patterns and I find that my personal happiness and wants are meaningless in this view. If I connect myself to the higher-order of things the only thing I, from a higher perspective, want, is to co-evolve with the cosmos, and to cause resonance, thereby building up more and more energy, and finally refining this energy and forming it into complex structures. The architecture of the future.
On a personal level this can mean anything. These lower-order goals just don't seem to matter. whether I suffer or am content only matters in the sense of the question: am I helping the cosmic evolution? Maybe. It's just something I've been thinking about lately.
The destiny of my life is not for myself IMO. It is solely for the transmutation of light, or darkness into light, light into higher-order light, etc.

And no I don't think we can create matter. But I do believe that the essence of what we are is everything we can conceive of and can morph into anything at all, can BE anything. Just perhaps not in the way we might think.

Cheers
Enoon

<blockquote data-quote="Enoon" data-source="post: 3412320" data-attributes="member: 5949">I think most people here wouldn&#039;t probably say they *just want a trip*. What a strange scream to put out there like that...goals... and you think you can realize them through dmt? That is a very strange concept to me but reflects well the whole *vending machine* attitude I sense occasionally in some - Throw in some coins of time and energy and out pops a soda can of some result. Most I guess want to hit the enlightenment-soda-button; you want the realize-my-goals soda. For some reason I find the only intentions that can even remotely play into a psychedelic experience are the internal ones, e.g. something like *I want to reconnect to my emotions* or *I want to overcome feeling so and so about this and this* - but a lot of times these goals are impossible to even formulate clearly, because certainly one short sentence like that does not contain the complexity of my state-of-being which I intend to transform. I&#039;ve been thinking about *what I want* a lot lately. I wonder about my place in the cosmic perspective or in the perspective of the higher-order of emerging patterns and I find that my personal happiness and wants are meaningless in this view. If I connect myself to the higher-order of things the only thing I, from a higher perspective, want, is to co-evolve with the cosmos, and to cause resonance, thereby building up more and more energy, and finally refining this energy and forming it into complex structures. The architecture of the future. On a personal level this can mean anything. These lower-order goals just don&#039;t seem to matter. whether I suffer or am content only matters in the sense of the question: am I helping the cosmic evolution? Maybe. It&#039;s just something I&#039;ve been thinking about lately. The destiny of my life is not for myself IMO. It is solely for the transmutation of light, or darkness into light, light into higher-order light, etc. And no I don&#039;t think we can create matter. But I do believe that the essence of what we are is everything we can conceive of and can morph into anything at all, can BE anything. Just perhaps not in the way we might think. CheersEnoon</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Enoon, post: 3412320, member: 5949"] I think most people here wouldn't probably say they *just want a trip*. What a strange scream to put out there like that... goals... and you think you can realize them through dmt? That is a very strange concept to me but reflects well the whole *vending machine* attitude I sense occasionally in some - Throw in some coins of time and energy and out pops a soda can of some result. Most I guess want to hit the enlightenment-soda-button; you want the realize-my-goals soda. For some reason I find the only intentions that can even remotely play into a psychedelic experience are the internal ones, e.g. something like *I want to reconnect to my emotions* or *I want to overcome feeling so and so about this and this* - but a lot of times these goals are impossible to even formulate clearly, because certainly one short sentence like that does not contain the complexity of my state-of-being which I intend to transform. I've been thinking about *what I want* a lot lately. I wonder about my place in the cosmic perspective or in the perspective of the higher-order of emerging patterns and I find that my personal happiness and wants are meaningless in this view. If I connect myself to the higher-order of things the only thing I, from a higher perspective, want, is to co-evolve with the cosmos, and to cause resonance, thereby building up more and more energy, and finally refining this energy and forming it into complex structures. The architecture of the future. On a personal level this can mean anything. These lower-order goals just don't seem to matter. whether I suffer or am content only matters in the sense of the question: am I helping the cosmic evolution? Maybe. It's just something I've been thinking about lately. The destiny of my life is not for myself IMO. It is solely for the transmutation of light, or darkness into light, light into higher-order light, etc. And no I don't think we can create matter. But I do believe that the essence of what we are is everything we can conceive of and can morph into anything at all, can BE anything. Just perhaps not in the way we might think. Cheers Enoon [/QUOTE]