endlessness,
Thanks for your response. Currently I’m staying with a friend, who is a fellow psychonaut, and I have talked to him about extracting DMT. There are children in the house and I must wait until I have my own place.
Based on my research, I have a lot of respect for Ayahuasca. I’m not sure I want to do it on my own, especially the first time. I have researched and considered going to South America and doing it with shaman guidance, but that is beyond my means right now. It could happen!
I have ordered some Moclobemide in anticipation of trying Ayahuasca or Pharmahuasca but still the long brewing process is not possible now in my current living situation.
I do believe we live in a time of accelerating change and psychedelics can help us accelerate our own preparation/evolution. Maybe this is similar to McKenna’s Timewave Zero, I’m not sure. So part of me is eager to get on with it and part of me feels it may not be necessary because there is not a lot of time left, and I‘ve been on this path a long time. Strange to me that I never even heard of DMT until a couple years ago, though I first learned of Ayahuasca about seven years ago. Anyway, I feel that when the time is right the doors will open.
Maybe I am procrastinating out of fear, because it is daunting. I used to think that I accepted death but the ego is sneaky and I think there is still some resistance in me.
I used to trip in the wilderness. I would go backpacking alone in the Sierra Nevada mountains and do mushrooms and it was fantastic This was in the 70’s and 80’s before I moved to Alaska. I think I got the point where I was afraid to go further, or at least needed a lot of time to integrate before going further. The wilderness setting is pretty ideal in my opinion for tripping.
There is some fantastically beautiful wilderness in Alaska. Denali National Park is awesome, wild, primeval. But there are bugs and bears to deal with so tripping is risky, or perhaps more risky than usual. :shock:
It is amazing to me that you have over 6,000 posts!
Namaste