I was able to do my depression treatment last night and it went 'swimingly" well. Psilocin and LSD are such a lovely combination. I made tea from 3.5 grams of AA+ and PE mixture at 1800, covered it and let it sit until about 8. I make tea by boiling with the lid on for 10 minutes, I add Wylers beef bouillon to help with the taste, I strain the solids with a magic butter maker strain bag then reduce to a manageable amount of liquid, this time that was about 4 oz. I drank the tea at 2051, chased it with a small amount of "grape drink" and inserted 250ug LSD under my tongue then got in the shower. I had fasted for most of the day in preparation for this, I did eat some "pf Chang" rice at about 1300 and had one can of monster. While in the shower I could feel the psilocin begin to take hold. I got out of the shower and dressed and looked at the clock, 2111. I sat down in my living room, my wife and her friend were watching shark tank and I just sat and kind of watched. By 2130 I had absolutely amazing CEVs and a lot of fractal OEVs with the occasional "translucent serpent" and "Secret Society Seal" appearing as overlapping OEV/CEV. We watched the new episode of "Invasion", strange show.
Going back to the serpents and seal, I've had these visions for a long time when I take psilocin in particular, I see these serpent like forms that move unpredictably in a strange but fascinating way and they will form a seal like a crest with the letter "S". Last night I actually heard a voice explain the seal but I can't recall exactly what they said.
After Invasion me and my wife migrated to the bedroom (we have a California King memory foam mattress with electronic adjustable frame, she had surgery in March and the bed frame is awesome. Great investment.) We turned off the lights and put 9n the new episode of "The Foundation". I was told by my sponsor that it is based on a book or series of books and I've really liked the show up until this point but after last night I think it is not only my favorite "Sci-Fi series" I have ever seen about three quarters into the episode my brain made a connection and I started recalling events before they happened. I believe these books may have been some of the roughly 8,000 or so books I have read in my lifetime.
We have a 55 inch TV and reasonably awesome sound system in our room so with the bed in a "reclined" position I was in an "uncontrollably comfortable position" to be completely immersed in what was to come next. At this point the LSD and Psilocin was working full blast. The images were coming out of the screen and into the room with us. It was such a visually and audibly intense experience, absolutely beautiful and captivating. I could feel the "electricity" and sounds were coming from all around me. I was completely immersed.
After "The Foundation" ended I got out my DMT pens and warmed them up but still had some pre-flight anxiety. My wife put on a show called "Hightown" absolute garbage. So bad it's actually funny. I sat there for an entire episode and when it was over I "nutted up" and went for the breakthrough. I inhaled 25mg of DMT and held it for what seemed forever. It was very strange. I saw the swirling 'symbols' and they momentarily overtook my entire field of vision. I felt the propulsion and suddenly the "five nights at Freddy's" crew appeared then slid to the side with the "arcade console controls" (it's not the actual FNAF characters, they are the best description I can give though. They also appear a lot in my visions. They are more playful than anything.) I felt my pineal pop but the weird part is I didn't enter hyperspace so much as it came to me. I could feel the energy for an extended period of time, maybe 45 minutes. My visual activity definitely was through the roof during this period. Afterwards I was hungry (I never can eat while tripping) and had some raspberry Danish and a hand full of Hot Fun Yuns. No queasiness or stomach discomfort at this point. Afterwards I went to go to sleep. I laid down a 245 or so. I tried to sleep and it took a while to get there. Had to get up at 6am to make sure my 15 year old son who is on the verge of truant went to school then went to sleep. I think I got right at 6 hours (I have been sleeping 10+ lately and still feel tired constantly) and feel well rested and energetic.
My mind is clear and I feel really good. The reset was effective even without the 'ego death' or the super intense breakthrough I was anticipating. I have a hypothesis that "reset" can be achieved for people like me without taking amounts of the that can be difficult or hard to manage by combining the substances as I did and hitting all the 5ht and adrenal receptors in combination. I will continue to use this regiment in the future as needed and will report back all findings and experiences. I usually need a reset about once per month, next time I won't wait until I have needed it for too long.
Quick question about 'microdosing' DMT between "therapeutic doses". Dosage and frequency of use would be very helpful to me. I'm trying to develop a "care plan" and follow it as if it were prescribed. Thank you to everyone who has responded to this thread thus far, I sincerely appreciate your help.
