HyperJester
Rising Star
I've posted a few times here in recent months, I've smoked DMT around 30 times now at varying doses and methods.
What I've being doing recently is through electronic vape method, but prolonged trips, so I take enough to see visuals, but then keep myself in that state for prolonged periods by continually taking more every couple of minutes.
I've gotten much further with this method..
I've had a series of different trips at different times in order...
The first major one was the experience of holding my hands up to the sky and looking upwards, and feeling a divine presence around me... What felt like God. It was a very real, very shocking ( I am Atheist ) moment for me, that brought me to tears because it was so powerful and convincing.
After that experience I returned back, and this time found myself in a white golden light room, with columns and towers and in this space were filled with many different Gods, and highly enlightened beings.. and for want of a better word, and Angel... Flying / Gliding softly across the space, a being made of light. It was powerful and looked and felt real, with an over powering sense that these beings were Gods, and vastly intelligent and enlightened.
The next experience a few days later I had a similar experience except I found myself looking through the eyes of one of these Gods, and felt my own body and saw myself as an Angelic / God like being... it was a realisation that I found myself, like I'd forgotten who I am, and I'd just remembered..... It was surreal, again I cried afterwards it was so intense.
More than a week went by, and I was worried to take anymore DMT after these experiences.. But I did one more, since that was the last of my vape pen, now I've used the last of it. I had the most powerful experience of my life.
I found myself as a God, I looked and felt God like, I was aware of being a God in this divine place... but I realised, every single awake being in the entire cosmos are Gods and Goddesses, all of them. Every single being is truly God at the core.
I had this realisation that the whole universe is one being, one mind, that is non physical but everywhere and creates everything. That humans, and any other life form across the universe are just infinite expressions of that God / universal one energy.. "In his own image" not physically, but spiritually... We are all living walking Gods, we just forgot.
We have forgotten as a species who we truly are, that we are all connected as one being, but infinitely expressing in many lives. I don't know why we are not able to see it normally, we are capable of it. Otherwise I wouldn't have experienced feeling and being a God.. It was truly humbling.
I presume our level of consciousness is not yet high enough to be enlightened with the truth.
But I feel now that it is the truth, it's not the experience I was expecting, but it was profoundly real.
Is this the real secret of DMT, is this why they call it the Spirit Molecule?? Has anyone else come to this realisation or experienced the same thing??
What I've being doing recently is through electronic vape method, but prolonged trips, so I take enough to see visuals, but then keep myself in that state for prolonged periods by continually taking more every couple of minutes.
I've gotten much further with this method..
I've had a series of different trips at different times in order...
The first major one was the experience of holding my hands up to the sky and looking upwards, and feeling a divine presence around me... What felt like God. It was a very real, very shocking ( I am Atheist ) moment for me, that brought me to tears because it was so powerful and convincing.
After that experience I returned back, and this time found myself in a white golden light room, with columns and towers and in this space were filled with many different Gods, and highly enlightened beings.. and for want of a better word, and Angel... Flying / Gliding softly across the space, a being made of light. It was powerful and looked and felt real, with an over powering sense that these beings were Gods, and vastly intelligent and enlightened.
The next experience a few days later I had a similar experience except I found myself looking through the eyes of one of these Gods, and felt my own body and saw myself as an Angelic / God like being... it was a realisation that I found myself, like I'd forgotten who I am, and I'd just remembered..... It was surreal, again I cried afterwards it was so intense.
More than a week went by, and I was worried to take anymore DMT after these experiences.. But I did one more, since that was the last of my vape pen, now I've used the last of it. I had the most powerful experience of my life.
I found myself as a God, I looked and felt God like, I was aware of being a God in this divine place... but I realised, every single awake being in the entire cosmos are Gods and Goddesses, all of them. Every single being is truly God at the core.
I had this realisation that the whole universe is one being, one mind, that is non physical but everywhere and creates everything. That humans, and any other life form across the universe are just infinite expressions of that God / universal one energy.. "In his own image" not physically, but spiritually... We are all living walking Gods, we just forgot.
We have forgotten as a species who we truly are, that we are all connected as one being, but infinitely expressing in many lives. I don't know why we are not able to see it normally, we are capable of it. Otherwise I wouldn't have experienced feeling and being a God.. It was truly humbling.
I presume our level of consciousness is not yet high enough to be enlightened with the truth.
But I feel now that it is the truth, it's not the experience I was expecting, but it was profoundly real.
Is this the real secret of DMT, is this why they call it the Spirit Molecule?? Has anyone else come to this realisation or experienced the same thing??