Good luck to you, shakeonzo!  Tho I've experimented with other substances, I'm just getting ready for first spice-related journey, and this Nexus has been great. There is so much helpful information here, as well, now, as safety precautions!  Read, read, read, ask questions of people here - even in chat - and have a sitter who has done the same.  We exist here for helping each other.