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Rising Star
Hello, off the bat I already assume the answer is yes, I just want someone who is more knowledgeable to reaffirm it. I recently did ~25mg of dmt on my e-mesh which i've read everywhere thats a breakthrough dose, i inhaled for about 10 seconds and got it all and definitely didn't burn it, i sat back and nothing. This has happened once before with a 40mg dose I did with a bong and mesh ball. It was like there was this presence there playing with my mind and my surroundings, the previous time it was playful but this time it was cold. My eyes were almost forced open, and my thoughts were like string in a yarn ball being unraveled for fun by whatever this entity was. My room where I was laying was not my room, but it was as I could make out everything in it but it was all wrong and I couldn't recognise it. It did feel like a trick though, like something was funny, or atleast comical. I tried to laugh because with trips in the past it's usually jesters that are doing things to me and if I laugh and relax they let up, but not this time. There were no pretty colors, there were no fractals, just unexplainable morphing of my reality in the exact same way that it was with my 40mg dose. I was still at awe because I could not believe what I was seeing but I was kinda over it because I've done this already and I don't particularly like it too much, it's very intense. It's hard to remember but I feel like whatever entity was there was not trying to show me anything, because the last time I got a message from whatever it was and this time there was nothing.
I wouldn't mind going back if I had to, but I want to see the aliens and I want to see pretty colors. Am I just not taking enough? idk if weight matters but I'm 150lbs so I'm not very heavy.
Also from what i've read, people who experience something similar to this say its their Ego's last line of defence before it dies. Was I close to a breakthrough?
I wouldn't mind going back if I had to, but I want to see the aliens and I want to see pretty colors. Am I just not taking enough? idk if weight matters but I'm 150lbs so I'm not very heavy.
Also from what i've read, people who experience something similar to this say its their Ego's last line of defence before it dies. Was I close to a breakthrough?