mhdmt
Rising Star
Dove sta memora
You have not snared her,
Scarecrow Death:
She's in my pulse,
My heart, my breath.
Eye sees only
Local hardware;
Brain conceives
Nonlocal software;
Brain knows more
Than eye can see:
Brain can scan
Eternity.
-R.A.W.
I just wanted to introduce myself! I have never done any type of "drug" before and I have always been a goody two shoes, however a couple years ago I randomly stumbled upon a video that talks about DMT, and why is it illegal if it is a natural chemical that occurs in our brain and in that of living things. I became quite intrigued and felt my heart pounding as if it was a long lost secret that the universe was finally showing me. It's like my soul was saying you have to find a way to try this! I began looking up vids, reading stories and coming across various websites dedicated to DMT, but funny enough I have never come across this site before. I was desperate and it was a time in my life when I needed to find a way to get some. I started reading books by certain authors (i'm sure you can guess who) and I became infatuated by all the dmt/ ayahuasca paintings people were doing while using these substances. I was then emailed by a random person and was pointed in the direction of this site and I am so grateful. I have been told that "IT" will find you when you are ready. Well I think it also helps if you have connections or if you have some form of chemestry knowledge. I soon came to realize that I have to take it upon myself to learn the chemestry and figure out a way to extract it myself since I have no one to help or show me. In a way it kind of saddens me that most people have never heard of DMT, but I am also in a selfish way glad because I feel that its something special would be even more deathly watched on and persecuted by BIG BROTHER. I guess what I need to do now is save for the supplies I need. I am actually lucky enough to have support from close people that are open minded enough to support me and my journey on experiencing it. I still haven't been able to come close to trying it, but I hope I will soon. I mean I couldn't have possibly been randomly thrown this info on DMT at this point in my life if I wasn't meant to eventually try it. I just wish there were people where I lived that I could discuss it with personally so I can gain all the info I can about it from different perspectives, but I guess these forums are the closest to helpfull info I am going to get for now. I also hope to one day introduce it to those closest to me in hopes that they will benefit from it too. But for now, I have to start with me and evolve from there. Anyway I am obviously new so excuse me if I sound like a noob. I am going to continue exploring this awesome site now!!