Hypnos
Rising Star
Hey everyone, heres my 2 last trip reports. Ive had incredible experiences which are making me realizing a lot of things.
Here they are :
05-4-2010
DMT unknown amount vaporized
Entering the trip everything happened fast. Things happened which I do not remember.
Then all of a sudden I was in a orange painted room where there was a crack in the wall. I
navigated around to enter the crack.
I found myself in a weird octogonal which was yellow and brown. At the center of it was a rotating
cube/object. It felt familiar to me. It then hit me: I had been there before. But it was at the
peak of my iboga trip, just before I was tripping so hard I fell unconscious. A second after I
realized this I saw a figure of a man meditating in this room I knew it was Mr iboga.
Then I decided to hear was was going on. In one ear I was hearing distracting music but in the
other there was a deep voice speaking to me all the time. It was talking in a weird monotonic
language. Focussing on that I saw who was talking to me, all went black and I saw a big head
(seemingly made of 2 cube/object) which was part hay, part fur, part grass etc. It looked a bit
like Andros, as was mentionned in other trip reports.
It was talking to me, I thought it maybe was reprogramming me.
I had the realization that I breakthroughted on iboga but I just didnt remember it. The trip which
I thought had failed was a success. Maybe I didnt have the last phase or maybe Since the trip Ive
made major life decision, all in favor of a more ecological and human lifestyle. Ive also become
more tolerant and aware of how I was/am judging people all the time.
So the spice allowed me to go back to the iboga land and bring back what had to be brought back.
Then all of a sudden I was in a plastic bubble. I felt the pressure of the plastic upon me and
outside the plastic bubble were people spitting on the bubble and laughing at me. It didnt disturb
me at all.
So far the ''Surrender'' mentality had been very helpful. Then I felt myself being thrown in the
lava and in other weird scenes.
At the same time I was making rationalizations like ''its funny'', ''I love that trip'', ''Its not
happening for real'', ''Ill be fine''...then it hit me, eureka: I AM
I AM.... I dont need to realize or rationalization anything. I AM. It justifies my place in the
universe. Like the iboga guy, the other dimensions, the planete, the people I love, I AM.
Food for thought.
06-4-2010
DMT unknown amount vaporized
I had a prevaporized DMT bag (from Voodoo vaporizer), as I was taking the spice in I saw my Caapi
leaves bag breath, strange I thought.
Then I entered a big room which I have a seen on other trips as well as on my iboga trip. Its black
and white, theres things flying by and the sound of the carrier wave. I stayed there for a while,
not knowing of being there would teach me something (but it was very fun). Then I began to be in
weird situations that could have been scary if I would have resisted. I decided to get out of such
place by focusing on the core of my being. As I learned from last trip; I AM. So focused on that
and rose above the lower realm it seamt. But then it began to be weird again and I realized that I
had just used an escape mechanism and it had seamt to work but only because the spice decided so.
And by showing weird stuff again when I thought I had risen up from it made me understand DMT was
still in control.
Then I began to come down and I saw the door to this strange world close off.
Talking with my brother I realize those trips might want to teach to be more ''in the now'' in real
life.
I don't know. I really wanted to go back after this but I didnt want to abuse the spice so I
decided not to. Afterward I was offered so weed which I refused quite easily (something that is
normally harder to).
I have to admit that Im very excited to work with the Spice teacher.
Its gonna be hard ''not'' to think too much about my journeys.
I still don't know if I broketrought. But I do know its not important to know or to focus on that
now. Let the spice teach.
Oh and something weird : I knew I had a spirit in my appartment because of many encounters with it
but last week Ive been haunted like crazy. Im normally skeptical towards those thing but last week,
I saw it while sober, felt it agains my door, my brother and my girlfriend had encounters with it
too, etc. etc. And I make nightmares everynight about possessions almost everynight since a few
months ago.
Anyhow, 3 journeys ago while I was coming down from my spice trip I began to sense a wave of fear
on my left side. And I knew it was there. I felt it. Fear began to spread within me. It was as if I
was broadcasting it unwillingly because of it. So I decided to counter-attack and I began to think
of all the people I love in my life and to feel that love. I became like an antenna broadcasting
love and that thing went away. Love made it flee out of my room.
Im either becoming crazy or Im seriously opening up my senses these days. Or maybe both
Here they are :
05-4-2010
DMT unknown amount vaporized
Entering the trip everything happened fast. Things happened which I do not remember.
Then all of a sudden I was in a orange painted room where there was a crack in the wall. I
navigated around to enter the crack.
I found myself in a weird octogonal which was yellow and brown. At the center of it was a rotating
cube/object. It felt familiar to me. It then hit me: I had been there before. But it was at the
peak of my iboga trip, just before I was tripping so hard I fell unconscious. A second after I
realized this I saw a figure of a man meditating in this room I knew it was Mr iboga.
Then I decided to hear was was going on. In one ear I was hearing distracting music but in the
other there was a deep voice speaking to me all the time. It was talking in a weird monotonic
language. Focussing on that I saw who was talking to me, all went black and I saw a big head
(seemingly made of 2 cube/object) which was part hay, part fur, part grass etc. It looked a bit
like Andros, as was mentionned in other trip reports.
It was talking to me, I thought it maybe was reprogramming me.
I had the realization that I breakthroughted on iboga but I just didnt remember it. The trip which
I thought had failed was a success. Maybe I didnt have the last phase or maybe Since the trip Ive
made major life decision, all in favor of a more ecological and human lifestyle. Ive also become
more tolerant and aware of how I was/am judging people all the time.
So the spice allowed me to go back to the iboga land and bring back what had to be brought back.
Then all of a sudden I was in a plastic bubble. I felt the pressure of the plastic upon me and
outside the plastic bubble were people spitting on the bubble and laughing at me. It didnt disturb
me at all.
So far the ''Surrender'' mentality had been very helpful. Then I felt myself being thrown in the
lava and in other weird scenes.
At the same time I was making rationalizations like ''its funny'', ''I love that trip'', ''Its not
happening for real'', ''Ill be fine''...then it hit me, eureka: I AM
I AM.... I dont need to realize or rationalization anything. I AM. It justifies my place in the
universe. Like the iboga guy, the other dimensions, the planete, the people I love, I AM.
Food for thought.
06-4-2010
DMT unknown amount vaporized
I had a prevaporized DMT bag (from Voodoo vaporizer), as I was taking the spice in I saw my Caapi
leaves bag breath, strange I thought.
Then I entered a big room which I have a seen on other trips as well as on my iboga trip. Its black
and white, theres things flying by and the sound of the carrier wave. I stayed there for a while,
not knowing of being there would teach me something (but it was very fun). Then I began to be in
weird situations that could have been scary if I would have resisted. I decided to get out of such
place by focusing on the core of my being. As I learned from last trip; I AM. So focused on that
and rose above the lower realm it seamt. But then it began to be weird again and I realized that I
had just used an escape mechanism and it had seamt to work but only because the spice decided so.
And by showing weird stuff again when I thought I had risen up from it made me understand DMT was
still in control.
Then I began to come down and I saw the door to this strange world close off.
Talking with my brother I realize those trips might want to teach to be more ''in the now'' in real
life.
I don't know. I really wanted to go back after this but I didnt want to abuse the spice so I
decided not to. Afterward I was offered so weed which I refused quite easily (something that is
normally harder to).
I have to admit that Im very excited to work with the Spice teacher.
Its gonna be hard ''not'' to think too much about my journeys.
I still don't know if I broketrought. But I do know its not important to know or to focus on that
now. Let the spice teach.
Oh and something weird : I knew I had a spirit in my appartment because of many encounters with it
but last week Ive been haunted like crazy. Im normally skeptical towards those thing but last week,
I saw it while sober, felt it agains my door, my brother and my girlfriend had encounters with it
too, etc. etc. And I make nightmares everynight about possessions almost everynight since a few
months ago.
Anyhow, 3 journeys ago while I was coming down from my spice trip I began to sense a wave of fear
on my left side. And I knew it was there. I felt it. Fear began to spread within me. It was as if I
was broadcasting it unwillingly because of it. So I decided to counter-attack and I began to think
of all the people I love in my life and to feel that love. I became like an antenna broadcasting
love and that thing went away. Love made it flee out of my room.
Im either becoming crazy or Im seriously opening up my senses these days. Or maybe both
