i used to dose 750mg of pure dxm everyday for two weeks
it started out by feeling as though my blood pressure were on a volcanic level, my body temperature about the same.
literally feels like youre molting skin, in the most painful way,
though after the first big dose i noticed that part of the experience to be truant ( it only returned for another first time use since my binge on "legal highs".... man was i dumb kid... still am, anyway
usually in the dissasciative state (whether it be dxm or perscription inhalents ((as i found when i was about 12)) that the voice that consoles me is of a stuttering grandmother who is usually down stairs regardless what floor im really on.
i dont remember it being scary in anyway other than, IM GOING TO DIE FROM OD'ing!!!
if you wanna kill yourself slowly, legally, and bizzarely id go with DXM,
it has tons of negative effects. my last dose (only 400 mg) left skin rashes and intense irritation for about 2-3 weeks.
i feel as though my relationship with stimulants (dxm and adderall) has given me poor peripheral circulation, in conjunction with a hereditary disease (raynaud's phenomenon)
this lead me to having purple blue extremities (even up to my knee caps solid blue)
and i adopted the imagination role of my comic character, corpse fingers the cyanaut!
then i got off adderall and never took stimulates that are stronger than chocolate since!
thank god im still alive after 50 mg perscription of ad a day and my history with abusive dissasciatives
(they were definitely my first psychocological alteration at the age of 12, i was having crazy experiences.
those which rival classic acid experiences. for instance i was aladin once and woke up on a completely smashed chair sometime later after opting for game over when the genie asked me if i choose to continue...
enjoy my rants, ill have more to share==================