Hello DMT Nexus, I was going to write an experience report as a first post but it kind of turned into a nice introductory essay. I have only a handful of DMT experiences behind me, and have only been extracting spice from MHRB via STB a couple of months. Nonetheless it has been a really enjoyable learning curve and I'm just at the stage where I'm confident in my approach to both extraction and smoalking. My experiences with DMT have been really wide-ranging...I feel it is fortunate how one's first few attempts at extraction will likely have a low yield, and also how there is somewhat of a technique to administration...allows one time to build a slow and careful relationship with the molecule. I was so nervous about breakthrough, and it did take me a good few tries to work up the courage. After everything I had read, and the low dose experiences being as intense as they were, I wasnt sure at all what to expect. There seems to be some debate over what constitues a breakthrough, which is generally clarified with "you'll know when its happened". In all honesty, my recurring preconception of "hyperspace" was an mental image of a spinning tunnel of blue light like the "Doctor Who" credits, with an "entity", that looked like Mr Burns in the X-Files episode of the Simpsons where he is an alien and coming out the woods all wild-eyes and mental, spinning towards and away from me, getting up on my face, waving his wobbly fingers at me like "wwoooooo!!! i'm an entity!". The first time I broke through, I didn't really realize I had, leading me to believe I hadn't, then the second time I realized I already had once before "broken through". The second time was the only time I've ever really experienced being in a reality "realer than ours", and had definitely been catalyzed with the LSD myself and my brother had taken that night.
I hadn't seen my brother for a while and he drove the many miles don to visit. He is an outdoors adventures instructor and is very outdoorsy and physical, yet has a great appetite for ketamine. He was pretty apprehensive yet excited to take the acid, so we dosed low, 80ug LSD about 23:00 and another 80ug around 00:30.when he felt like it could do with a push. Walked down to the local harbour and they had left the pier down. Tide was high and choppy as anything, we bounced on the waves and smoked a large joint of sativa. The ocean was heaving and seemed heavy and very powerful. We were in high spirits and were both laughing a great deal. Returned home and were tripping harder than before, of course he wanted to hit up the k. I wont detail that here but it was a short and intense S-isomer experience that was pure recreation, absolutely no insight but left us both feeling very open and receptive, which may well have influenced the subsequent DMT trip. The sun was just gonna come up and I suggested he experience his first smoke of DMT.
He was apprehensive but had himself been looking forward to the experience for some time. So we smoked a couple of single skins of enhanced leaf, which he was surprised by. I felt something telling me, almost, try and break through now. like it was saying it would be a good moment. Its difficult to write about it without coming across whimsical and earnest!
Basically it was like a point in the middle of my focus just exploded into limitless potential. and all a manner of small diamond/circular beads of varying shapes and colours, often very generically clown like and reminiscent of "cybergoth" jewellery (!). Then it went from one minute looking at them like, fascinated at there evolving (indeed "self transforming") nature to suddenly being assaulted by a fantastic "bwebwebwebwebwebwebwebwe" which felt like the downloading of infinite information...then i was either a)being one of them or b) being in a room "realer than real" as its often described, entirely euphoric and blissful, as I sailed slowly with these "entities", for each one did seem alive, up a spiral staircase shaped carousel, everything moving and working with each other/itself in a peaceful, perfect pace. Then it seemed like it was "slipping away", i went back to being observer, and it really was like I'd read before, "them" saying "don't leave so soon! look at what we are showing you!" and then back to earth. Shaken, amazed. It was all I could do to make my brother one and persuade him to hit it till he couldn't any more. He is't a smoker normally but did admirably. Suddenly I realized I had to clear the sofa for him to lie down and there was a bit of a mad rush but soon enough he was recumbent with a look of amazement/horror on his face. I sat there and prayed quietly in thankfulness to the universe. When he came to, he was too amazed. Five minutes later, he finished off the bag and in fact had two breakthroughs one after the next. We both stayed up and discussed our experiences. As long term k heads, we agreed the complete dissociation and immersion in another world is similar, but with k it was all about this reality and what you are in it and DMT was about "their" reality. and We both felt incredibly humbled and it made some arbitrary arguments and negative feelings in our life entirely silly, and we both feel we have integrated it well. Since then I have had breakthroughs but have not been able to bring anything back with me. I am so looking forward to entering that space again, or similar, and maybe I am, just not bringing it back with me. Maybe I am not smoking enough. I have milligram scale on its way and have been making 1:1 enhanced leaf but still have no idea really how much spice is in the cone.
Thank you DMT Nexus for all your help in getting me to the stage I'm at now. I feel like my life has just begun, and I am 25 in two months...the world is so wonderfully unfathomable. I hope to ne able to contribute back to the community in the future, it has been a pleasure reading all your fascinating and helpful posts. Next on my agenda is doing a 10x caapi leaf extraction and make some changa, in the hope I can integrate better in/out/after the experience. I am learning so much about myself and the world. peace
I hadn't seen my brother for a while and he drove the many miles don to visit. He is an outdoors adventures instructor and is very outdoorsy and physical, yet has a great appetite for ketamine. He was pretty apprehensive yet excited to take the acid, so we dosed low, 80ug LSD about 23:00 and another 80ug around 00:30.when he felt like it could do with a push. Walked down to the local harbour and they had left the pier down. Tide was high and choppy as anything, we bounced on the waves and smoked a large joint of sativa. The ocean was heaving and seemed heavy and very powerful. We were in high spirits and were both laughing a great deal. Returned home and were tripping harder than before, of course he wanted to hit up the k. I wont detail that here but it was a short and intense S-isomer experience that was pure recreation, absolutely no insight but left us both feeling very open and receptive, which may well have influenced the subsequent DMT trip. The sun was just gonna come up and I suggested he experience his first smoke of DMT.
He was apprehensive but had himself been looking forward to the experience for some time. So we smoked a couple of single skins of enhanced leaf, which he was surprised by. I felt something telling me, almost, try and break through now. like it was saying it would be a good moment. Its difficult to write about it without coming across whimsical and earnest!
Basically it was like a point in the middle of my focus just exploded into limitless potential. and all a manner of small diamond/circular beads of varying shapes and colours, often very generically clown like and reminiscent of "cybergoth" jewellery (!). Then it went from one minute looking at them like, fascinated at there evolving (indeed "self transforming") nature to suddenly being assaulted by a fantastic "bwebwebwebwebwebwebwebwe" which felt like the downloading of infinite information...then i was either a)being one of them or b) being in a room "realer than real" as its often described, entirely euphoric and blissful, as I sailed slowly with these "entities", for each one did seem alive, up a spiral staircase shaped carousel, everything moving and working with each other/itself in a peaceful, perfect pace. Then it seemed like it was "slipping away", i went back to being observer, and it really was like I'd read before, "them" saying "don't leave so soon! look at what we are showing you!" and then back to earth. Shaken, amazed. It was all I could do to make my brother one and persuade him to hit it till he couldn't any more. He is't a smoker normally but did admirably. Suddenly I realized I had to clear the sofa for him to lie down and there was a bit of a mad rush but soon enough he was recumbent with a look of amazement/horror on his face. I sat there and prayed quietly in thankfulness to the universe. When he came to, he was too amazed. Five minutes later, he finished off the bag and in fact had two breakthroughs one after the next. We both stayed up and discussed our experiences. As long term k heads, we agreed the complete dissociation and immersion in another world is similar, but with k it was all about this reality and what you are in it and DMT was about "their" reality. and We both felt incredibly humbled and it made some arbitrary arguments and negative feelings in our life entirely silly, and we both feel we have integrated it well. Since then I have had breakthroughs but have not been able to bring anything back with me. I am so looking forward to entering that space again, or similar, and maybe I am, just not bringing it back with me. Maybe I am not smoking enough. I have milligram scale on its way and have been making 1:1 enhanced leaf but still have no idea really how much spice is in the cone.
Thank you DMT Nexus for all your help in getting me to the stage I'm at now. I feel like my life has just begun, and I am 25 in two months...the world is so wonderfully unfathomable. I hope to ne able to contribute back to the community in the future, it has been a pleasure reading all your fascinating and helpful posts. Next on my agenda is doing a 10x caapi leaf extraction and make some changa, in the hope I can integrate better in/out/after the experience. I am learning so much about myself and the world. peace