Hi.
Last night i had the most unusual experience. I have never heard of someone having something similar. I will try my best to describe it. talking about dmt trips is not easy, and english is not my first language...
I weighed 25mg and prepared my smoking apparatus. It was about midnight. The setting was like allways: lying on a couch, covered with a blanket with a very soft music playing in a low volume.
I vaporized almost everithing in a very smooth and long hit, took a second one, handed the pipe over to my trip-sitter and closed my eyes.
The effect rapidly pulled me into a beatifull colorfull room-like space. I was kind of moving forward in it and feeling so good. I remember thinking "this will be a very nice journey!" and then, suddenly an entity, or presence came as if from the left side, cut my way completely and abruptly stoped my seeming movement. It caused a shock of surprize. not only in me, but in the hyperspace itself. I had the clear perception that the beautifull place where i was in, got so suprized as i did. That presence was so alien and was not supposed to be there. It didn't had a face or even a shape, just a tremendous "mass of prohibitive energy". It felt like a stranger on a street stanting on my way saying "you cannot pass, i will not allow you!" For a hyper-moment i thougt that it could turn in a bad trip.
from my experience i never fight the effects of any psicoactive substance. so i decided do just let it go, focused on the good feeling i was geting from "navigating" in hyperspace but the intruder (thats what i will call this entity) pushed me with a magnetic force so strong that i felt the journey speeding backwards and i opened my phisical eyes, feeling very aware of my surroundings. "I was ejected from hyperspace!"
I could see the room, my sitter, my self, and some alucinations. I was feeling like i was bigger than my own body, warm and cozy. It was very pleasant and at the same time i was very startled and surprized. The good feeling won the conflicting moment and i closed my eyes again.
I couldn't even come close to the place i was before, as the intruder and his "mighty magnetic-denying force" pushed me again out and my eyes opened again in alarm.
I could see everything normaly with still a few visual effects over. I had no wish to close my eyes again. instead i just started to think what could have caused this. "a bad feeling? is it possible that i could sense someone coming and knocking on the door? could it be some wandering spirit that decided to mess with me? was i about to enter or see something i wasn't supposed to and some higher power stopped me?"
As i was going on with my thoughts i could feel the left over effects somehow being neutralized by my own body and shortly after i was able to talk again.
When i started telling my experience, my sitter was surprised. only 6 minutes had passed since i smoked. For me a 25mg hit makes me trip for 10~12 minutes, and there i was completely out of the effect, a little bit scared and sad... i was feeling sooo good when that intruder came...
I am sure that nothing is wrong with the dmt, the weighing of the dose or the smoking method. I am ok with myself. I don't have any great regrets or concerns to fill my mind. I had not drunk any boose. I only had a small joint of a nice weed and i dont believe it could have caused it.
The whole thing was imensely more complex and profound that i could ever explain in any language, but basically this is what happened.
I am not afraid of smoking dmt again. i know stuff like this happens sometimes. one good experience can outweigh by far all the scary ones i had so far (which were not many)...
Respect always the spice!
Last night i had the most unusual experience. I have never heard of someone having something similar. I will try my best to describe it. talking about dmt trips is not easy, and english is not my first language...
I weighed 25mg and prepared my smoking apparatus. It was about midnight. The setting was like allways: lying on a couch, covered with a blanket with a very soft music playing in a low volume.
I vaporized almost everithing in a very smooth and long hit, took a second one, handed the pipe over to my trip-sitter and closed my eyes.
The effect rapidly pulled me into a beatifull colorfull room-like space. I was kind of moving forward in it and feeling so good. I remember thinking "this will be a very nice journey!" and then, suddenly an entity, or presence came as if from the left side, cut my way completely and abruptly stoped my seeming movement. It caused a shock of surprize. not only in me, but in the hyperspace itself. I had the clear perception that the beautifull place where i was in, got so suprized as i did. That presence was so alien and was not supposed to be there. It didn't had a face or even a shape, just a tremendous "mass of prohibitive energy". It felt like a stranger on a street stanting on my way saying "you cannot pass, i will not allow you!" For a hyper-moment i thougt that it could turn in a bad trip.
from my experience i never fight the effects of any psicoactive substance. so i decided do just let it go, focused on the good feeling i was geting from "navigating" in hyperspace but the intruder (thats what i will call this entity) pushed me with a magnetic force so strong that i felt the journey speeding backwards and i opened my phisical eyes, feeling very aware of my surroundings. "I was ejected from hyperspace!"
I could see the room, my sitter, my self, and some alucinations. I was feeling like i was bigger than my own body, warm and cozy. It was very pleasant and at the same time i was very startled and surprized. The good feeling won the conflicting moment and i closed my eyes again.
I couldn't even come close to the place i was before, as the intruder and his "mighty magnetic-denying force" pushed me again out and my eyes opened again in alarm.
I could see everything normaly with still a few visual effects over. I had no wish to close my eyes again. instead i just started to think what could have caused this. "a bad feeling? is it possible that i could sense someone coming and knocking on the door? could it be some wandering spirit that decided to mess with me? was i about to enter or see something i wasn't supposed to and some higher power stopped me?"
As i was going on with my thoughts i could feel the left over effects somehow being neutralized by my own body and shortly after i was able to talk again.
When i started telling my experience, my sitter was surprised. only 6 minutes had passed since i smoked. For me a 25mg hit makes me trip for 10~12 minutes, and there i was completely out of the effect, a little bit scared and sad... i was feeling sooo good when that intruder came...
I am sure that nothing is wrong with the dmt, the weighing of the dose or the smoking method. I am ok with myself. I don't have any great regrets or concerns to fill my mind. I had not drunk any boose. I only had a small joint of a nice weed and i dont believe it could have caused it.
The whole thing was imensely more complex and profound that i could ever explain in any language, but basically this is what happened.
I am not afraid of smoking dmt again. i know stuff like this happens sometimes. one good experience can outweigh by far all the scary ones i had so far (which were not many)...
Respect always the spice!
