Acolyte
Rising Star
I was on a low dose journey with some indeed perishable botanicals recently. Nothing much psychedelic was happening, a little bit of gentle tingling probing was felt on the outside of my scalp and in my brain, but I was okay with that as it happens often.
When I realized my materials were too weak and i wasn’t going anywhere, I climbed into bed. A new fun activity I’ve discovered is composing my own music, I get annoyed with the “stuttering arcade music” I normally hear when I first enter hyperspace. So I try and compose my own, to rather fine success actually. No CEVs and certainly no OEVs at this point. Just music. Soon however, cloudy visuals of my imagination flow (like a screen saver) with a spaghetti-junction like jumble of tubes, like a 3D highway, then:
WHAM!!!!!
A huge physical jolt runs through my head, and within milliseconds, out into my whole body which physically jumped!
It didn’t’ hurt, but sure was startling and ended any and all musical compositions and vague CEVs! Then I got the sense an entity had done something wrong and tried sneaking information to me they perhaps weren't supposed to. The “little treats” I get for good behavior usually aren't blissful emotions, but little nuggets of information.
I habitually try piecing together the systematical structure of Their side. They don’t like this and tell me my thoughts are dangerous( i.e illegal), and then don’t let me breakthrough without a towel wrapped around my head--no matter the dose, I've NEVER seen an OEV. Even if I don’t try to piece things together in the moment, I will eventually, in a more sober state... i suppose we all have flaws.
Well, I don’t’ know how true this interpretation is, but has anyone else "gotten tasered?" I don’t know what else it could be?! It sure as hell never happens in normal life.
all the best and much thanks
When I realized my materials were too weak and i wasn’t going anywhere, I climbed into bed. A new fun activity I’ve discovered is composing my own music, I get annoyed with the “stuttering arcade music” I normally hear when I first enter hyperspace. So I try and compose my own, to rather fine success actually. No CEVs and certainly no OEVs at this point. Just music. Soon however, cloudy visuals of my imagination flow (like a screen saver) with a spaghetti-junction like jumble of tubes, like a 3D highway, then:
WHAM!!!!!
A huge physical jolt runs through my head, and within milliseconds, out into my whole body which physically jumped!
It didn’t’ hurt, but sure was startling and ended any and all musical compositions and vague CEVs! Then I got the sense an entity had done something wrong and tried sneaking information to me they perhaps weren't supposed to. The “little treats” I get for good behavior usually aren't blissful emotions, but little nuggets of information.
I habitually try piecing together the systematical structure of Their side. They don’t like this and tell me my thoughts are dangerous( i.e illegal), and then don’t let me breakthrough without a towel wrapped around my head--no matter the dose, I've NEVER seen an OEV. Even if I don’t try to piece things together in the moment, I will eventually, in a more sober state... i suppose we all have flaws.
Well, I don’t’ know how true this interpretation is, but has anyone else "gotten tasered?" I don’t know what else it could be?! It sure as hell never happens in normal life.
all the best and much thanks