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EXCORSISING DEMONS?

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paradise136

paradise136

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Hi There,

I took DMT for the 3rd time in my life friday night. I was with some friends and in the garage on the floor. I have a vary vague rememberance as to what happened to me during my trip. I remember smoking the pipe, knowing I got the full amount I needed and passing it over for someone to hold. Next I was saying "what" and stariung at my husband, when i stood up and said "it is beautiful.." I dont know what I was seeing or where I went, I just feel something that I believe I was shown during my time out.
Now for the REALLY crazy part. My two friends there looked soo scared! They asked if I was okay... I had no clue why? They told me what I was doing for 20 minutes (seemed like 2 minures to me). I started making some werid sounds, not any lanuguage they know, and moving around on the floor out of control. Colin, my husband is quite religious and he truly believes that I excorised some demons. He said I had my eyes closed, and at some points "something" was fighting ME. I was using a lot of power and he had a hard time holding me still so i would not hit my head to hard on the cement. I turned around in circles sitting up for awhile and again, all the very strange sounds... They said if someone had walked in at that moment, they would seriosuly think it was an exorcism going on.
I am really confused. I have very deep thoughts normally in which I have a hard time to analyze and I know that everuone has so called "demons" but I feel as though I tapped into some sort of subconcious world and was ready to face these demons and they simply fought me.. I just wish I rememeber where I went.... whats your take on this? I really scared these guys, they were so taken back by what they saw they have a hard time explaining it to me, and i dont even feel like that happened... strange..
 
also, my husband said i stared at him for awhile before i came too.. and he said he had enever seen me look that way before.. i stared at him in "awe" he said... he said it was an amazing/ but scary experience.. my other friend was scared that i would never "come too" as it was a mind blowing sight as to what i did.....
 
SWIM has also fought 'demons' on some spice journeys...this is a very powerful substance that seems to go through you like a computer virus scan at hyper speed..perhaps the spice found something that fought back..but it sounds like you were able to expel it from yourself..based on the 'awe' that you felt and looked like...remember to ground yourself after experiences..just imagine roots extending from your feet/body going down deep into the center of the earth..and feel yourself equalize..this will help immensely with the integration part...but..welcome to the forum..you came to the right place.
 
I was going to dismiss this, but on second thought maybe thats to hasty...

Perhaps something was fought out of you due to your subconscious awareness of it.

I still choose to let Jesus/Angels do my demon fighting...even though we all have dominion over demons...never forget that...we run the show, not them...

I do think you should pray deeply before doing dmt though, or if you so choose to use the chakra energies if you know how.
 
I don't really think there is anything to worry about. Personally, I believe it is some energy inside you that has surfaced, often these energies takes the form of exorcisms. I have often experienced lighter forms of exorcism while on ayahuasca, were I contort my face and this exorcism voice talks to me telling me it does not want to leave. It is very similar to the voice you can hear it exorcism movies. Nothing to worry about imho. Just let whatever happen when it happens.
 
I really appreciate ANY comments. I feel as though I have taken in the experience, it just seems to unbelievable as I don't recall any certain "sound" "colour" or "place." i feel a vulnerable, but I think I need to.. I have lost some sort weight I was carrying.. I feel like I am looking out at the world in a new light, but I dont have any way to even begin to explain it... I am just curious as to my physical actions while my triptook place... It seems so eery....
 
If you believe that Spice opens doorways to other demensions (as I do) then for you, there may be a possiblity that you were in fact fighting off some sort of entity.

My friend and I have both had experiences where we were attacked by an entity. I spice alone so I can't tell you what was happening with my physical body during the attack, but I do know that I fought back mentally and "physically".
 
SWIM always wonders what might happen in hyperspace if those getting attacked by entities did... well... nothing! Where would one go? What would happen? SWIM is interested in hearing if anyone has ever tested this 'method'...
 
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