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Experiences in Taiwan with acacia confucia.

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exactlydivyn

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I suggest drinking AYA every Friday night, purifying yourself before you go out and party on the weekend...do it for 6 months, and see where you find yourself. You may find yourself running your own restaurnt/bar/guesthouse on serendipity beach in sihanouk ville, Cambodia (my present dream, a reality sincerely imagined)(Dude, Google this place.) Or owning a burger joint in Taitung, Taiwan, my present reality. (Google this place too.)
I'm american, living in Taiwan for the past 20 years, I speak fluent Chinese. I came here first in 1991, at the age of 19, as a Mormon missionary. Fell in LOVE with everything about the place. I went home, back to Utah, studied Chinese Major at the University of Utah, married a very traditional Mormon Taiwanese girl, had a beautiful daughter, and then moved back to Taiwan with a little money and two suitcases. It felt like returning Home.
I gotta job teaching adults English in Feng Yuan, near Taichung. Fell in Love with Freedom, divorced my wife, was excommunicated from the mormom church...it was a lot of adventure from then on.
6 years ago, my bestfriend, Jeremy, told me about this wonderdrug, Ibogaine, that cures heroine addicts. I was very addicted to alcohol and tobacco at the time. He suggested we order some of the Root bark extract from indigo. I took 5 grams. It was the most powerful experience of my life. Ibogaine (extract) - Erowid Exp - 'Shown Death and a Muse (2 People's Visions)'
I did it twice. I did 6 grams the second time. It was even better. Met my present wife of 5 years because of it. It began a luscious circle of good fortune in mylife.
Three years later, I meet acacia confucia, on top of the mountains in Orchid Island. I've been in dept to her ever since. I believe she is a powerful antibiotic for the sickness that is ailing our mother earth, and that Everyone should take it regularly.
Forgive how long these posts are, Its a Typhoon day, and my day off. Writing is the funnest thing I have to do.

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Wow, you speak chinese fluently? Hanyu is a realy difficult language with all the tones and such. Most westerners will never master it, no matter how hard and long they study it, once they've passed the age where you still easily and automatically pick-up language. Your linguistic lobes must be quite large.:d
 
Actually, I think the secret to learning Chinese is hanging with beautiful women that don't speak English...mighty motivation!:lol:
The tones are the worst part, but if you can sing, then its not too bad. Chinese grammar is very simple and easy to learn.
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i've been told the past few years that I need to write about my experiences. My writers block has been that I am unable to write for noone. I can't sit down and write TO noone, using Microsoft Word. I go blank. I speak very well, face to face.
in a forum like this, it feels like I am talking to someone. I find it easier to write. so I am going to write as many of my acacia experiences as possible. Writing these has been something on my TODO list, that I have been wanting to check off for some time.
I have one experience that has been on my mind. I will tell them in sequence as they come to mind. This one changed my life very powerfully.
This was the one time I actually fell asleep while waiting for the DMT to kick in. As I woke up, the room seemed as if it were filling up with water. i had earplugs in my ears at the time, which contributed to the effect. I found myself in the Womb, experiencing ESP with mother. She told me that I was about to experience something dangerous, I may die, she may die, I was going physically to another dimension. It had a different feel to the other times I has done it. I thought I was really leaving, and that when i left, they would find a corpse there when i was gone. Mother kept giving me the choice. I would space out for a while, think about what I was leaving behind. Think about my wife....she wasn't there at the time.
Mother said, "Last call. Do you want to go down the rabbit hole and see what awaits you or not? are you willing to leave all this behind for real, never to return?
I apoligized for my unawareness, for my MIND, and said, "YES! I AM READY"
A TONE appeared. A high tone. I was told to focus all of my awareness on the tone. It appeared at my pineal gland. I was told to focus all of my spiritual energy (love), and my physical energy (my whole body tightened and vibrated faster and faster, All of my energy went into this TONE.
The pitch went higher and higher. I sent everthing I had into the tone for as long as I could. I was reduced down to pure concoiusness with a rapidly beating heart.
When I reached the point of exhaustion, I collapsed on the bed physically, and was transported to another dimension spiritually.
I was born as a dragon on a moon overlooking jupiter.I felt like an alligator under water. My voice was a deep rumble. I immediately noticed that I was not human any more. I was reborn as something else, and the reality I was in was 10 times more real then the reality I find myself in right now.
I had experienced traveling though the birth canal as I was focusing on the Tone. The top of my head felt like it was in a vice. When I landed into this extraterrestrial pool, I felt reborn. I had shed my past. I was in my Dragon Mother's warm nest, and i was Safe.
I learned that the Dragons are the Bass, the deep rumble of the Sacred OHM, the sound that creates reality. Mother let me try out my new calling a few times. I got tooo enthusiastic. She told me to rest. She told me you must learn first when to sing and when to rest. Ya don't OHM all the time.
I then started to feel as if I am drowning. I tried to OHM as much as possible, as if it were my breath.
I started to drowned in layers of illusion. I felt all my shit, my thoughts, my Ego, encasing me, in THIS reality.
I returned to this world. I KNEW it was false. I literally drowned back into this reality. I knew it was not real. I knew it for a dream.
I feel I was born as a dragon. I was more awake during that experience, then during what we call Ordinary Reality here.
I believe an image of me still exists there. Singing the sacred OHM when the flow tells me I should. How did i fall back into this reality?
I forgot. Every time it has happened to me.
I forget, and so I am Here.
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My Earliest profound experience.
I had a serious argument with my best friend. Left me with a pile of negative energy that I could not process on my own. I turned to AYA to heal me of this energy.
Admittance to the Realms appreared to me at the time as a color wheel with different symbols or shapes represented by the different colors. Yellow was a seashell. Orange was a pumpkin. I had visited purple during my last visit. they had invited me into their dimension. They had healed me of a parisite that I had THOUGHT was me.
This time I rejected their invitation. I told them I needed some healing before I could return to them.
I went down into orange. I was in a witches lair. This was where you come to heal. The Etheric Hospital. I said,"Show me my demon." (Show me what I did wrong in my argument with my best friend.)
I suddenly saw a dragon erupt from the earth along with a huge earthquake, miles high and hundreds of miles deep.
I thought. "HOW do I get THAT out of me."
It returned. "This is you."
"You don't get This demon out of you. You Become it."
This was Mother Earth, and I then I saw the Face I was lending to her, by being myself at that time. The face of the Dragon was one of greed, hunger, a little crazy, like a starved dog.
this was the face that I had contributed to my mother, the Universe, the Earth, the Dragon. and I knew that she would cast off this face when Birth arrived.
I then saw each and every one of us as eggs within Mothers body. Some of the eggs were lighted and some of them were dark, like unsprouted seeds. I saw mother awake, shake off the dark scales (seeds?) as naturally as she would stretch in the morning. These were the seeds with a face she didn't care to wear, seeds that didn't reflect her beautiful image.
I woke up from that experience.
I called and deeply apoligized to my best friend. I then called and deeply apoligized to all that I had previously offended or had any negative energy towards. I was for then on very careful of building up negative energy with others.
It totally transformed the way i deal with people. I let alot more slide.
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