Some interesting thoughts here, thank you all for your kind input.

Fear is of course the representation of duality, I am afraid in this dual state of the non-dual lonely state, but I guess I have no choice but to wait and see what happens.

The thing is that everything seems a bit fake now, in a sense that I am not totally sure that I am really talking to someone here even if I have the impression that words I read are truly coming from outside of my consciousness. It is like some kind of game where I am probably the only player and you are bots  And I have to play game of life and wait the end to realize that I was alone all along and shuffle cards (time&space) and start again.

What is your proof that you are actually not alone evolving in space/time you crafted yourself?

It kinda feels like there is no objective truth as all we have is our subjective experience, no way to know that anything exists at all except in our own consciousness, right? We just kind of construct all our ideas starting from the postulate that we are not alone, but does anyone question that postulate at all?