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acacianarchy

acacianarchy

Rising Star
Hello fellow beings of the 3rd.
Today marks the beginning of a journey.
For myself and for those around me.
We aren't quite certain where it will take us.
And are quite comfortable in never knowing.
But it is a beginning nonetheless.

The purpose of this adventure is to grow with understanding.
And my intentions regarding this path will always remain clear.

I hope to successfully extract the tinctures from various Acacia species that reside in the region that I am currently visiting. (Northcoast NSW, Australia)

You have all shown me a wealth of knowledge whilst I've browsed this forum in the past.
And I look forward to conversing with you over a range of different topics involving this magical instrument.

E.S.O
 
Welcome AA, please keep us posted on how things go. Great to be able to extract from your own geographic surroundings... That's a real plus.
 
Thank you all.

It's humbling to finally become a part of this community.
I'll aim to post each an every step of the way in as great detail as possible.

My reason for finally joining The Nexus is to cleanse my body and soul.
After meeting an Avatar of God in my travels I was given an ultimatum.
One that I shrugged off (frightfully) and rejected.
Further down the line, unbeknownst to my ignorance, I was to meet one of God's Seers.
Once again an ultimatum was laid out in front of me, this time however it was more cryptic.
And I once again rejected the request and betrayed God.

I am still trying to understand whether or not there really was a choice.
And whether or not my current state of being was preordained.

I may go into further detail about these events in the future.
The rabbit hole of conseqence goes on forever.

But I should probably digress.
One aspect of my soul is the fulfilment of those around me through relinquishing veils.
In the area I am currently residing in, there is Acacia on every street, field, beach, forest, bush and road.
Many of them have fallen over or 'cracked' due to the recent storms.
It is to my understanding that the only thing that stands between its potential benefits and it's potential waste is 'I'.

E.S.O
 
welcome aboard fellow acacian :) fellow aussie here..i enjoy your style of writing.. i sometimes wonder too whether repeated failures/rejections of my own are like a preordained way of learning a lesson in a deeper and more "lived" way in the long run.. hope to hear more from you..
also, are there any particular species you plan on working with? in my signature you can find a few helpful threads regarding acacia (in particular the australian species)
 
I am honoured by your response Acacian.
Observing your posts and learning of your adventures has been a hobby of mine as of late.
And in all honesty, the reason for my username.

As for the deterministic/libertarian debate, it is a lengthy one.
Easy to understand, difficult to explain.
Many philosophers, both modern and ancient alike, have struggled with this question.
And it would no doubt appear naive of me to pass the assumption onto others that I know the answer.
To my understanding, the answer is a painful one for most.
An endless bliss for others.
I am with the former.

In response to the species I am currently interested in, they number in the dozens.
As of yet I am unable to verify the species, given my capacities in the field.
It is difficult to say with certainty.
Even with the numerous images and data.

E.S.O
 
and I am humbled and honoured by your response acaciananarchy.. I am glad that my words could be of service in someway! :) I await your own stories of adventure... glad to see another acacia enthusiast about.. the numbers are growing..

..yeah I think the way deterministic is interpreted kind of depends on the individual...and possibly the human way of thinking rubbing off onto the concept (thats right...it remains a concept for us). In all honesty I am not too sure where I stand with the idea.. though it does feel like the more experience I go through (particularly with hardships of late that I have experienced) the more prominent the lesson seems to be becoming... maybe that was the idea? maybe not.. who knows. I guess all that matters is that we grow..

sometimes it almost feels as if I have chosen to put myself through intense patches of fear in my journey so that the experience of love builds more depth.. contrast seems to be a prominent way of certain teachings manifesting throughout my life.. light is born from darkness.. and darkness born from light... you could say that fear could not exist if love had not first been experienced.. and perhaps love could not exist without some kind of other darkness to base itself on. but doesn't one have to have been experienced first? well .. maybe this is where our human linear way of thinking has trouble grasping such a concept
 
Listening to your discourse I'm reminded of how things were for me.
And a sudden rush of deja vu consumes my reality.
This was from a dream of possible life times long ago.
You are in the right space.
You are in the latter I spoke of.

And I'm envious, if only through regret.

What an interesting soul.

E.S.O
 
Welcome AA

You seem to have already met the Nexian I would have pointed you to. I haven't used Acacia as a source personally, but I suppose at some point I will... (knock on wood) hopefully MHRB will remain accessible though. Heheheh.

Anyway, you seem to have the relevant respect and intelligence. I am not put off by overt spirituality, so I am gonna go ahead and recommend you. Of course, there are many here who are a bit more standoffish towards such things. I hope you make it to full member.

Be well friend
HF
 
I have had encounters with acacia confusa and it is not bad. NMT can make it a little hard to pull chrystals, but if you do not mind a little NMT and the extra sticky hassle with scrapping it, the DMT is still there. I have read a couple of articles and post about seperating, but I have not tried any. I would prefer MHRB, but I like to take advantage of what I have and it still works good enough for me.
Still a fair trip although the NMT has a little more space out with the comeback.
Probably already knew, but if not, sorry
Wish you happy travels and a pleasent future
 
Hyperspace Fool, thank you for the best wishes, you too.
I've never been referred to as 'overtly spiritual' but in hindsight I can see that's easily possible.
Maybe for the sake of communication I could 'calm the storm'.

Music Turtle,
You'd be surprised at how little I know.
How was your experience with the spice?
Were you able to achieve total breakthrough?

And to Acacia,
I've been reviewing your galleries today.
Coming to the conclusion that longifolia subs. sophorae is a pandemic in my area.
I've also come to learn it's constant inconsistency.
I'll just have to continue my search for floribunda.

E.S.O
 
Not to worry my friend.

There are quite a few of us mystics around here. Quite a solid crew of "non-local consciousness" proponents, Mama Aya devotees, and even very religious folk tbh. It is more of a heads up that the attitude and perspective here tends to lean towards the practical, material and critical.

We have a Spirituality subforum, and even some of our diehard skeptics have been moving in a more openly spiritual directions of late. Just that you know that some of the core group here are turned off by such things.

The focus here, obviously, being rather cerebral chemistry stuff and safety... as it should be. We still always have time for metaphysics, philosophy and a good material v. spiritual debate session though.

Anyway. All the best.

8)
 
I look forward to it.
It's been a while since I've conversed with modern sages.
Let's hope it doesn't become a habit.
Or worse, an attachment.

Till next time we bump into each other.

E.S.O
 
I have done five sessions all together, but I dont believe I have hit breakthrough on any of them. Low dose still feels great and different everytime. I dont know if it because of my updated custome machine extension or if it is the jell like forms burning/heating rate, but it seems less harsh to me. It comes out somewhat near 90% DMT and 10% NMT. Using A/B sry extraction using pickling lime instead of lye. I dont feel comfortable with the dangers of lye myself, but to each there own.
 
I've been curious of the difference between lye and lime.
At the moment I'm preparing, cautiously, for an extraction.
Scouring the waterways, coast line, and ranges in the area.
I can't seem to locate any Confusa however.
Countless Maidenii and Longifolia everywhere.
But maybe that's just the way it goes this time around.

I'm interested as to why you've only done five sessions?
And what environment you placed yourself in to do them?

E.S.O
 
Well I started traveling about 2 months ago, although a month or two before I was just researching.
My environment is usually a quit place with trusted friends I am comfortable with or for my third trip, I was non-socially experimenting by myself with basic safety percautions such as avoid sharp objects and postioning myself.
My confusa (although a little more watched and in need of filtering for where I get it from) I have bought and/or had shipped to me or another friend.
I am still in need to experiment with outersources of stimulation or mental direction such as different forms of meditation or music. Outstide is also on my environmental experimenting although I would like to take turns with a sitter for the outside ones.
 
It sounds like its definitely doing something worthwhile.
I'd like to keep updated on how the experimentation goes.
In terms of meditation however, mindfulness has always been a blessing.

Have you ever watched anything by Mooji or Osho?
I'm not of any specific denomination.
But they are beautiful to listen to.
And humorous.
I'd definitely recommend them.
They are quite similar to Terrence McKenna.
If he wore robes and taught schools.

E.S.O
 
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