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OriginalFace

OriginalFace

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Hi my Nexus friends,

After returning from hyperspace this afternoon, and reflecting upon my experience, I felt so humbled, holy and full of love. Yeah, same old, same old:d

What really made me feel blessed was the amount of spice it takes to give my old soul this gift... since my scale is not very sensitive and measures in 100 mg increments I measured my whole supply of yellow waxy J-spice at 1g. Then I approximately divided the total in half by volume (500mg), then the half was halved again (250mg), and again (125mg), and again (62.5mg). This looked like a lot compared to my first few experiences, so I took less than a quarter of that amount, I'm guessing 15mg and placed it in my pipe.

Two hits from the pipe took me all the way to nirvana and a bodhisatva told me how to go back and spread enlightenment. This was the highest space I have ever reached even moreso than 1000mg of mescaline or a hit of 1970's windowpane.

I checked the pipe before filling it and the was no spice left behind, I just checked the pipe now and there was a trace amount left giving a small body rush and brighter colours, and that holy feeling; so 15mg sends me.:lol:

Blessings to all my family at the Nexus. May your journeys be fulfilled.

OF
 
I hope this post doesn't seem like bragging. It's just that a couple of members have posted about using huge doses and I'm wondering why this is the case. Is it due to body type ( I weigh only 125 lbs at 5 feet 7 inches height ) or is it due to my consuming vast amounts of these substances over decades that allows me to recognise the spaces that are entered and pass through ?

I notice that 69ron reports a strong sensitivity to entheogens, is this an aquired effect or has it always been that way?

OF
 
There are so many variables, that the effects are pretty much random.
Next time it may take more, or even less for you to get these same effects.
A persons weight, mindset, surroundings, etc, all play together to help...or hinder the amount needed for each individual to reach a full DMT breakthrough.

Although each persons general feelings toward completely letting go of ones self & totally giving control over to the experience has a whole lot to do with it from what I've seen/experienced.
Reading people's "trip reports", I've read so many of them where people smoke DMT & then try to choose, or control what happens. They are not necessarily doing this on purpose, but by just not letting the DMT do it's thing & being confident in being able to handle what ever comes on.

Lots of experience with other entheogens definitely helps one prepare for this.
So does meditation!!!! Which trains you to quiet your mind & simply observe it's process.


Then there is the fact that not everyone has the same level of extraction abilities.
Every time you do a new extraction, you have new crystal structures that are totally different from the last one & unique to itself.
Also, not everybody is taking the extra effort it takes to make pure clear/white DMT.
Some people even prefer the yellower stuff to the pure...they say it can be more powerful (I personally find the opposite to be true).

But, if your DMT is yellow, or whatever (dirty, or impure), when you weight out .050mg, a certain amount of that weight is bunk.
Because that yellow color comes from the impurities & you have no way of knowing how much of the weight is coming from leftover crap.
So if someone weights out a .050mg dose of yellow, impure DMT, there may only be .020mg, there may be .040mg, of actual DMT there. (or more, or less)

"it takes me .085mg before I get strong effects, but I never broke through".
(of course my DMT is dirty as hell & I smoked it using a shoe....in my moms basement :roll: )


So you've got to take all of that stuff that into account when gauging the numbers in other people's "trip reports".
Then figure out what works for you!!
And double check that amount for each new extraction, since they never come out identically, so you have to check it out each time.


Short answer: Yes, it is extremely variable!! From person to person & dose to dose!!


WS
 
Indeed - there are many variables... and I think the most important is the ability to let go and accept the experience completely. Put the ego away. Worry not.
When you are ready to see, you will be shown... and it may not take much spice to get you there when you are ready.

Congrats on your experience, sounds great :)
 
WS- i'm still giggling about your mom's shoe....i read somewhere that high heels are hard to break through on.... :lol:

OriginalFace- for what's it's worth, i'm 6'2" and 195lbs and i can break through QUITE EASILY on 15-20mg!!! it really is realtive...i've seen friends snarf down 60mg and not break through and i've finished the tiny wisps of remanants from my girlfriends 15mg load and completely met and conversed with light-beings about how they weren't going to let her in so i should stop trying to make it happen!! i'll never forget that trip....if i got 10mg in me i would be floored....it was more like 5-7mg and i was G.O.N.E.

i think it is really a lot to do with how open you are to it....as well as how well you extracted and the potency of your spice.... i'm sure the science-minded members here will be making doubtful faces reading this, but honestly i have straight-up broken through on just the tiniest amounts in the past.....

...nowadays i load up my VG with some spiced weed and just one good, deep inhale and i can have complete ego-death.....i can't be getting any more than 20mgs in me.....it's all so very individual my brother. whatever works for YOU, i say!!

LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!
 
Thanks for the input guys,

WS, I'm pretty sure that my J-spice is pretty clean after a stb with a Na2CO3 wash then a fasw and rebasing with Na2CO3 solution; its just got those extra alkaloids in to make it waxy. Smoking the vapor is very easy just like warm air.

Yessir! lots of experience with psilocybes, lsd and mescaline; just starting the spice:lol: Lots of yoga, meditation and mantras.

I'm glad you travel on such small amounts with that (relatively) massive body, antrocles; I bet your physical fitness is a strong contributing factor.
(btw, I've been in a few time trials myself, although strictly at an amature level).

So the question remains; is this an aquired condition?; have you always been this way? Do you wear high heels to get higher?:p

OF
 
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