TimePantry
It's a field.
Not sure why I'm even trying to describe this, except that it's quite an occasion. Can it really be nine years I've been trying to get to hyperspace?
Well, I did. One corner of it anyway. Unfortunately, the experience defies even my formidable vocabulary. So I played around with the character map a little bit to try and approximate it. I was in a "place," with others, doing CƆƍƜƥƚėƮȇLŸ ïŊɛ˟ƤƦǝƧŞÅþļĘ things.
It seemed to go on forever, and has lasting lingering effects even now as I write. Small sounds, smells, visuals are being processed by my brain in a way that I can't possibly impart to you. But I must say, it was beautiful. Absolutely and utterly alien, something I've been longing for my whole life. Sunday, March 19th. I believe I will celebrate this day every year.
Well, I did. One corner of it anyway. Unfortunately, the experience defies even my formidable vocabulary. So I played around with the character map a little bit to try and approximate it. I was in a "place," with others, doing CƆƍƜƥƚėƮȇLŸ ïŊɛ˟ƤƦǝƧŞÅþļĘ things.
It seemed to go on forever, and has lasting lingering effects even now as I write. Small sounds, smells, visuals are being processed by my brain in a way that I can't possibly impart to you. But I must say, it was beautiful. Absolutely and utterly alien, something I've been longing for my whole life. Sunday, March 19th. I believe I will celebrate this day every year.
I've certainly experienced "it". The change from rapidly shifting hypnotic patterns to a place of timelessness and supreme enchantment. And I "knew" without a doubt that was "it". I've met the Creator so to speak several times on freebase, changa, and ayahuasca. It felt like my spiritual bank was being loaded with gold coins. I could hear and feel each and everyone chime as they fell in. I know that's a weird description but it's the only thing that comes close to describing the feeling for me. I guess i would have never choosen the term breakthrough to describe it though. Maybe in the psychospiritual sense. A breakthrough from trauma, or pain, or the illusions of reality. But not from the DMT experience itself. It was certainly a peak, but of the same experience.