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Nickypno

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Hi DMT nexus! I'm very happy about getting on this forum finally. The nexus has always been my first stop for any DMT information since I discovered it. I started my psychedelic career last year, and I started with DMT. I used psychedelics when I was very young, mostly mushrooms, but I lost sight of what it could give me because of circumstances in my life at the time.

Last year, my buddy was at my house and we were smoking some cannabis together, and we began discussing psychedelics. This was about 3 years after the last time I had eaten any mushrooms. He brought up dmt, and I told him a friend of mines story of dmt had fascinated me so much that I had wanted to try it ever since I heard of the effects. He told me he had some, so I said, GO GET IT! AHHHHHH!!!!

I smoked it on the hill next to my house, it was about 10PM. As soon as I inhaled my first hit, the trees in front of me turned into a pack of rhinos that began running towards me. A giant pyramid with brilliant white hieroglyphs radiating off of it began rotating overhead. I was fascinated with the pyramid and I watched it until I disappeared.

Then we walked to the park and my friend packed me a larger bowl this time. When I took my hit, all of the stars overhead went warp speed, like in star wars :), and then they all converged together into one giant star, and this giant star morphed into a statue of a giant goddess. She was pointing her hand to the sky, and then she began tilting downwards until she was pointing right at me, and then rockets came out of her feet and began propelling her towards me at what seemed like a million miles an hour. She flew right above me, all the while more statues of gods and goddesses were forming in the sky and proceeding to fly over me.

And then a giant rubiks cube came from the right of my vision and flew past me to the left, and quickly reappeared from the top of my vision and flew below me. I then was at the other side of the park, and before I could say What the.... I was back at where I started. And then I closed my eyes and My entire vision turned into my best friends eyes, like how you would see them in the rear view mirror in your car if he was in the back seat. Then I thought of the most beautiful woman I could imagine for some reason, and before I could finish the thought, she was in front of me, walking towards me. I can't remember how I came back, but I remember thinking, lots of things.

It was the most mind bending and stretching night of my life at that point, and I had a realization about where drugs like this come from right after this experience. People just like me. I realized that I could go use the beautiful internet, which is the best resource I've ever come across, and learn exactly how people make these things, and make it, because holy cow was I interested in further inquiries.

As soon as I got home, I searched DMT, and I found three of the best forums ever. I found Mycotopia, which led me to the Shroomery, which led me to the DMT Nexus! I have been on all three of these forums, reading everything I can for the past year, and I have come so far because of you guys. Last year, I had no materials, and no knowledge of anything psychedelic. Now, I have extracted pure white DMT, and it has been even better than my first experience, which back then, I could not have imagined. I have extracted harmalas from syrian rue, and made changa with it. I have brewed ayahuasca, and made pharmahuasca. I have brewed jeruma tea, and san pedro tea. I have extracted mescaline HCl, and purified it. I have also extracted tar with ISO. I have grown psilocybes, and now I'm working on isolating Mexicanas and Pan Cyans with my new flow hood I'm finishing screwing together at 2 in the morning right now. I loooove mushroom tea. My favorite, MMmmmmm. I have extracted jungle spice using different methods. I have pulled out all the alkaloids with xylene for the firs pull. I have also extracted with xylene after one pull with naphtha, and extracted with xylene after two initial pulls with naphtha, and also after the naphtha pulls nothing more from the solution, and the resulting product is always different. I have experimented much with lsd, and also have been given 25I NBOMe by some asshole who said it was acid, and ended up taking 10 tabs of it because I thought it would just be a high dose of acid :?: , which ended up being the wackiest night of my life. I am interested in 5-MEO dmt now, and I'm sure I'm going to find all sorts of fantastic information about that here. I'm also going to work on enhancing my ayahuasca brews with additives and different plant teachers than the traditional chacruna and caapi.

I'm sure there are other experiments that I have done, but I can't think of them all, because there are so many things! And I learned them all from you guys!

It's been the most intriguing year of my life, and I have done enough experiments now with all the information and questions that have already been asked, I find myself running into new territory that I cannot find answers for occasionally on the forums. So, I have just recently decided to become a member at Mycotopia and the Shroomery, and now, I am very glad to be a member at the Nexus!

My interest in further exploration with DMT has just been rekindled, which is why I feel it essential that I am on here to ask you guys and girls and questions that I find myself asking. Last October, I had a terrifying earth shattering experience with Pharmahuasca an 1100 mg dose, which sounds like too much, but seriously, I worked my way up there in increments, and it was not until that night that I truly scared the ego out of myself.

After that, I was never comfortable during a DMT experience. It has been 9 months or so, and time has healed me significantly. I think I feel good about wanting to venture back there. I hope somebody had the time to actually read this essay :) thanks for listening.
 
Hello:thumb_up: I enjoyed reading your essay! I am also a new member, didn't have the easiest time writing & posting my own. I also had a bad experience, just recently though. Nothing to drastic though. Since then I have been having trouble with sleep & just realized lastnight I could seeing out of my peripheral usually thinking something moved or something flying past. Did u struggle with anything after your bad experience? & what made it horrible? If u don't mind sharing!
 
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