Finally felt the love

[Xenogears]

So I had been somewhat apprehensive about my use recently...taking baby steps and doing no more than 20 mgs at a time.

I have been scared to completely "breakthrough" as of yet...

I have had some amazing experiences but I guess I had just been not taking enough because most of them only left me saying "Hmm that was wierd"


Most of those were by myself in a great set and setting, as well as mindstate, as well.

Yesterday, all that changed.

Me and a friend, B, decided to load up 80 mgs into a blunt and smoke it!!

Now I know many people are probably despising that right now, but, me and B are both heavy marijuana smokers and think it goes good with any trip and usually smoke it the whole time we are tripping

So we lace it evenly down the blunt, and I explain to B we are doing puff pass this time and holding it in until we get it back..

Well turned out we couldn't even finish the damn thing. I knew it was gonna get intense when we put it out and started walking to the couch to sit down the carpet starting morphing into all kinds of funky patterns...

I said to B just go with the flow and by the time this song is over you will be coming down.

I closed my eyes and for the next ten minutes the plant decided to give me pure bliss!!

I cannot even try to explain the visuals I was having behind closed eyes and the pure euphoria my mind and body was in.

The only way I can explain the visuals is like emorphous blobs of gooey psychedelic neon colors swirling around more beautifully than any "winamp visualization" you will ever see. This would morph around and have 3d edges stick out of it and all kinds of buddha and also demon faces sticking out of it every now and then... See what I mean? Cant even explain it lol...

I was worried during the trip that B wasnt having as good of a time as he didnt seem to be closing his eyes whenever I would glance at him, but turns out he was just having rediculous open eye visuals, and not closed eye ones (probably for not ripping it as good as I did)

B enjoyed it lots as well... he agreed that it was awesome as well after.

I sat there and watched the visuals feeling like I was in heaven until they faded away to almost nothing, then I sat up fast as hell, looked at B, and said "Lets smoke some weed".

But I definately came out of it with some new insights and inspiration to tackle life head on!

And this rediculously heavenly experience completely shattered my apprehensions about venturing further into hyperspace!!

Next time I will venture I will go alone again, ensure myself of my intentions and reasons for going into the experience. Then I will hit 30 mgs as good as I can. I believe I am now ready for hyperspace. Wish me luck!!

:twisted:

 

[endlessness]

Good luck! Im very glad you had a nice trip, its indeed an incredible experience, so beyond words heh? I can for sure relate to some of what you said

As for the idea of smoking dmt at the same time as someone next to me while in communication, and having to worry about that person and so on, Im not so fond of it.. I think the best is in quiet darkness or indirect light (or nature), and then just close the eyes and remain silent till its over. If someone else also smokes, its each one for their own, in silence. But if you had a good experience with this dosage and together and learned something from it, thats what matters. Just be careful with higher dosages as you literally cannot deal with the external world and having something to worry about is not the best start.

Anyways Im sure you realize this already, so .. Good luck once again, all the best on your future journeys

 

[inner]

Nice
I completely agree with endlessness. Eyes closed in silence, surrender yourself, and make no judgements. Let it consume you completely and it will LOVE you no question!!!! Then try and remember what it was... very tricky stuff
I wish you the best in future exploration.

 

[dtabbler]

sounds like you had a good time! I have to agree with the others by saying be cautious doing it at the same time as others, i think having a friend (sitter) around during is a good idea but i wouldnt want them doing it at the same time as i. Also I think you're going to get alot more intense experiences by smoking it more directly than with a blunt. its not that marijuana doesnt go well with spice, i enjoy smoking before hand. but the delivery method you used i think will decrease the effects greatly. try smoking it i a bowl with some mint leaves in the bottom and put it on top of that. or make "the machine"

happy traveling!

 

[Xenogears]

sounds like you had a good time! I have to agree with the others by saying be cautious doing it at the same time as others, i think having a friend (sitter) around during is a good idea but i wouldnt want them doing it at the same time as i. Also I think you're going to get alot more intense experiences by smoking it more directly than with a blunt. its not that marijuana doesnt go well with spice, i enjoy smoking before hand. but the delivery method you used i think will decrease the effects greatly. try smoking it i a bowl with some mint leaves in the bottom and put it on top of that. or make "the machine"

happy traveling!

Thanks friend!!

Yes I agree with you on your points...I guess that time werent really trying to "Blast Off", just have a mild experience together, hence the blunt And yes it made a very nice combination indeed.

Definately think the MJ potentiated it a bit, if not it definately had a slight effect on the visuals. They were less intrusive and consuming your whole being and more like level 3 or 4 really intense mushroonm CEV

it was actually really nice, having such intense visuals but still being completely in tact with reality. Could be sitting there seeing the most beautiful designs and colors morphing and swirling around with my eyes closed while holding a conversation with Buddy

The few times eyes were opened and looked at B, the OEV were insane too. He looked very strange, like an alien lol.

Since I have alleviated my intense apprehension about venturing further, next time it will be hit alone in a pipe with a sitter, and the intent will be to "break through"

thanks for the replies!