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-Hi Nexus members
I have been visiting this site for quite awhile now and finally decided to join and contribute. Ever since I came in contact with the molecule it has completely blown the doors off the way I view the world and has raised so many questions. The first thing I wanted to do was talk about what I had experienced with my friends. Unfortunately most of them have no interest in psychedelics and or surrendering themselves to any intense experiences. This is totally respectable of course, but it leaves me with no one to share/relate to my experiences. These experiences are so out there that I have found them very difficult to talk about. When I try to share my experiences I have to stop because I feel a bit self conscious. Even when I hear what I have to say it sounds completely crazy so I shut down. This extreme internal exploration has been a bit all consuming and alienating at times and I hope that through the support and love of others here on the Nexus who have gone there, I may be able to better articulate and recall more of the amazing discoveries I have had with the use of this AMAZING substance.
travel safely...
-SATNAM-
 
I am not much of a story teller like fellow contributers, but I have some things to share.
At first I was never able to get that last hit. I would always feel myself leaving at a fast rate by the time I released my second inhalation. Most of the time the bong would distort so much it was hard to see. Something in me said this is plenty put it down, but upon my return I always wished I had got that last hit down. I soon learned that it is a race against the clock and finally after a few more times I am able to get it all in and well I made contact. What they are I don't know, but they sure like to get right up in my face click, chatter, jiggle, morph and reach out with arms/tentacles?. I have read many accounts on contact with the entities, beings, and reptilian insect creatures of hyperspace, but until they were met firsthand I had no clue what it was all about. I have tried to draw them, but it kind of seems pointless, but with a bit more traveling I hope to have a better picture from which to draw from and will post some images in the near future. Also I have read about people breaking through into the hyperspace yet I feel that I rocket right into it, not passing through any barrier or membrane. Am I not experiencing a breakthrough? I think I am, but after reading others experiences I am second guessing myself. Anyways I am excited to be here and look forward to posting my experiences and learning more about the molecule.
 
Inner, please do share! Often we learn things by trying to communicate our experience to others. I think practice will answer your question about breakthroughs. SWIM found her breakthoughs taking a definite change in character, like graduating to a new level. Be well!
 
yeah this is one of the amazing parts of this community: people support each other and the world-view and ideas presented by every member, validating the subjective truth and importance they all hold, but at the same time with a critical view and suggesting explicitly or implicitly ways to for each other to improve, become better, whether it is in extraction techniques, coherency in philosophical arguments, knowledge of ethnobotanicals, emotional stability, health, etc

So do share with us your thought, and listen to what other members have to say too, there's a lot of very enlightening posts being made by some very special people :)
 
On one occasion I did pass by two large columns. They reminded me of minarets from a mosque. They appeared 2d in a multidimensional space. I passed directly between them into a large space. Directly in front of me and to my right were a couple of those spherical beings. The one on my right seemed to want my attention as though it was saying come here, closer, closer, closer, closer. Funny thing is that it felt so close to me it that I was pretty sure it was both in front, inside and behind me at the same time. This caused me to smile and when I did the being reacted with flicking its things about wildly. Also during this experience there was a spot in the distance that was completely calm like a black spot which wasn't crawling with geometric patterns or flickering beings. It almost looked like a rip into the cosmos or a black hole or I don't know what it was. I felt compelled to reach the calm spot but it was impossible to reach.
 
Hey dude. I can empathize with not having any buddy's that are this way inclined. Way back when i decided to explore psychedelics, some friends smoked pot and drunk but none of them went any further.
In fact it caused a rift in my friendships with a few of them. And the end result is they are all living in the same deadbeat town, while i have been exploring the world. Physically and psychedelically.

Well its not all that bad, one of them started taking interest, then another. Now i get phone calls asking when im coming back to trip with them. SO dont give out all hope for your friends. Just do what you naturally do and be yourself!

Im glad you found nexus. It is a truly great site. Be sure to drop in the chat room as well.
Take care dude.

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