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Rising Star
Wow, what a day yesterday was.
Friend came over to meet up with SWIM and try out some spice. A good bit was smoked, as they were trying to find the best dosage. 20, 30, 40, 60 mg doses were each tried, and SWIM only told me his account of things. However, his friend did enjoy the spice, especially how vibrant it was afterward.
SWIM can't really recall which journey was with which dose, as all of them were pretty short. First, SWIM closed his eyes and felt like he was "in a room". My initial reaction was that this was the waiting room everyone talks about, and I think this was spice's way of telling SWIM "nice to meet you! but not yet!" This journey was mostly getting accustomed to everything, and SWIM was astonished at the mental clarity. No racing thoughts, no epiphanies. For once, SWIM's mind seemed quieted, as if his brain knew to just sit back and watch.
Another journey resulted in SWIM seeing a the figure of a Buddha and lot's of faces. It seemed like they were trying to push through the pattern, and both swim and his friend had the feeling of "you're almost there".
SWIM's favorite journey was the most interesting. Female figures, they didn't look female but...they just were, were almost making a motion of giving SWIM water, cupping their hands together and extending them out to SWIM. It felt like they were giving SWIM something, but he can't put his finger on it.
All in all, it was very interesting. SWIM and his friend don't know what to take away from it, but SWIM learned that this is something he needs to do alone. Having people just sitting there uncomfortable while two people were using spice made for an uncomfortable mood.
Also, a very interesting event was later that night, after a night of drinking even, SWIM laid down to bed and was spoken to. Normally after smoking some cannabis, SWIM sees light patterns anyway behind closed eyes, but this time he saw the Buddha from before. All he can remember was that he went down a hallway the find the Buddha, and when he got there he simply said "I have been seeking you." The Buddha said "Then follow me!" and went around a corner, ending that particular vision. SWIM also got a very clear message, from someone or something: USE CAAPI! It was distinctly clear, and even more interesting since it had been hours since SWIM smoked any spice.
Either way, this was quite a day and extremely exciting and rewarding. SWIM really looks forward to continued work with spice! :d
Friend came over to meet up with SWIM and try out some spice. A good bit was smoked, as they were trying to find the best dosage. 20, 30, 40, 60 mg doses were each tried, and SWIM only told me his account of things. However, his friend did enjoy the spice, especially how vibrant it was afterward.
SWIM can't really recall which journey was with which dose, as all of them were pretty short. First, SWIM closed his eyes and felt like he was "in a room". My initial reaction was that this was the waiting room everyone talks about, and I think this was spice's way of telling SWIM "nice to meet you! but not yet!" This journey was mostly getting accustomed to everything, and SWIM was astonished at the mental clarity. No racing thoughts, no epiphanies. For once, SWIM's mind seemed quieted, as if his brain knew to just sit back and watch.
Another journey resulted in SWIM seeing a the figure of a Buddha and lot's of faces. It seemed like they were trying to push through the pattern, and both swim and his friend had the feeling of "you're almost there".
SWIM's favorite journey was the most interesting. Female figures, they didn't look female but...they just were, were almost making a motion of giving SWIM water, cupping their hands together and extending them out to SWIM. It felt like they were giving SWIM something, but he can't put his finger on it.
All in all, it was very interesting. SWIM and his friend don't know what to take away from it, but SWIM learned that this is something he needs to do alone. Having people just sitting there uncomfortable while two people were using spice made for an uncomfortable mood.
Also, a very interesting event was later that night, after a night of drinking even, SWIM laid down to bed and was spoken to. Normally after smoking some cannabis, SWIM sees light patterns anyway behind closed eyes, but this time he saw the Buddha from before. All he can remember was that he went down a hallway the find the Buddha, and when he got there he simply said "I have been seeking you." The Buddha said "Then follow me!" and went around a corner, ending that particular vision. SWIM also got a very clear message, from someone or something: USE CAAPI! It was distinctly clear, and even more interesting since it had been hours since SWIM smoked any spice.
Either way, this was quite a day and extremely exciting and rewarding. SWIM really looks forward to continued work with spice! :d
