hiker
Rising Star
First off if you haven’t had a break through or done dmt please think twice about reading detailed experiences. I’m a DMT newb, but having been around other things a few time I believe it is best to just understand the general experience so that your journey will truly be your own, no expectation, or seed planted by others… just mho…
Here in is my first break through:
I was give the loaded pipe and told when it started smoking, hit it get all I could in one hit and when I started to feel it, heart up tick, numbing or feeling on lips, possible sound change to place the pipe down and lay back.
So I went to the bedroom, set up MMW The Dropper hit play and hit the pipe. Once I got it started I hit the hell out of a big long draw that I know probably was too hard but I really wanted get a big good hit.
I was still drawing on it when I started to feel it. My heart rate when up and I beging to feel more jittery than normal and hyper aware. I realized I better put this down while I can. As I set the pipe on the floor and being to sit back up, every thing went cartoon(really solid crazy colors, earphone cord from white to black, phone looked violet with odd screen that was grey size perceived to be different too) … as the feeling intensified I closed my eyes and came what I call disconnected. Basically I was not aware of my physical body any more.
I felt/saw the presence of a crazy steamboat willy type character that laughed/smiled, not that I really saw it but that was the vibe I was feeling and he was saying come on the ride, and seemed to spinning the tunes at a dj table. Same time frame I was getting a purple spiral band spinning thing with red/green edges highlights and black back ground.
The bands became cubed off with symbols in them, then the color and patterns when to multi colored and intricate weaving in and out around and back, really hard to describe.
I’m not sure how long this part went on. It was very intense, once it kinda felt like it was going to fade, like it was going to end but ramped back up for a bit,. The controller, the steamboat willy guy who was the master of the ceremonies then had the patterns come around an tap me on the nose.
It was at that time that I became aware of my body, and was thinking holy shit this is intense. The patterns were still running and I realized I had just been sitting and resting my hands together in my lap. So I felt around to make sure I had not pissed, shit or cum on myself. Yes it was intense and I wasn’t sure how much control I had lost.
I opened my eyes briefly but closed them again and laid down. It was then I realized I was into the album a couple tracks but did not remember much after the first minute or so, the patterns were syncing with the music. This state was very nice and was similar to some of the better mediation experience I had had feeling wise.
I open my eye again and my phone looked normal, I check the tracks and time, it had been 13 minutes.
I stayed resting for a few more minutes and then went down. A few weeks later I saw the image that is my avatar, it was him the steamboat willy guy… a mushroom god from Algeria.
peace
Here in is my first break through:
I was give the loaded pipe and told when it started smoking, hit it get all I could in one hit and when I started to feel it, heart up tick, numbing or feeling on lips, possible sound change to place the pipe down and lay back.
So I went to the bedroom, set up MMW The Dropper hit play and hit the pipe. Once I got it started I hit the hell out of a big long draw that I know probably was too hard but I really wanted get a big good hit.
I was still drawing on it when I started to feel it. My heart rate when up and I beging to feel more jittery than normal and hyper aware. I realized I better put this down while I can. As I set the pipe on the floor and being to sit back up, every thing went cartoon(really solid crazy colors, earphone cord from white to black, phone looked violet with odd screen that was grey size perceived to be different too) … as the feeling intensified I closed my eyes and came what I call disconnected. Basically I was not aware of my physical body any more.
I felt/saw the presence of a crazy steamboat willy type character that laughed/smiled, not that I really saw it but that was the vibe I was feeling and he was saying come on the ride, and seemed to spinning the tunes at a dj table. Same time frame I was getting a purple spiral band spinning thing with red/green edges highlights and black back ground.
The bands became cubed off with symbols in them, then the color and patterns when to multi colored and intricate weaving in and out around and back, really hard to describe.
I’m not sure how long this part went on. It was very intense, once it kinda felt like it was going to fade, like it was going to end but ramped back up for a bit,. The controller, the steamboat willy guy who was the master of the ceremonies then had the patterns come around an tap me on the nose.
It was at that time that I became aware of my body, and was thinking holy shit this is intense. The patterns were still running and I realized I had just been sitting and resting my hands together in my lap. So I felt around to make sure I had not pissed, shit or cum on myself. Yes it was intense and I wasn’t sure how much control I had lost.
I opened my eyes briefly but closed them again and laid down. It was then I realized I was into the album a couple tracks but did not remember much after the first minute or so, the patterns were syncing with the music. This state was very nice and was similar to some of the better mediation experience I had had feeling wise.
I open my eye again and my phone looked normal, I check the tracks and time, it had been 13 minutes.
I stayed resting for a few more minutes and then went down. A few weeks later I saw the image that is my avatar, it was him the steamboat willy guy… a mushroom god from Algeria.
peace
