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First Breakthrough? Kinda?

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Xenogears

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Well just had my most intense experience to date. ripped probably 35-40.

I can't even try to explain what happened.

The only way I can try to put it into words is I saw one of those elf like entities dancing and holding a friggin TORNADO OF COLORS in his hand!!!

He was dancing back and forth and waving this FRIGGIN TORNADO OF COLORS AND PLASMA back and forth swaying to the beautiful song I was listening to.

Wow. It was very beautiful and I am so grateful to have experienced that!!

Thanks so much for the advice on everything nexus !! Big time!!


p.s. May I suggest to listen to Puff Dragon - Shimmer (liquid lounge version)

It is superb :)
 
Oh yeah... the only thing that was wierd about this experience...

was my heart rate raised alot and I was breathing funny..

And it was like I should have broken through, but quite didn't... and could still sense my body.. and I just wished I could have forgot about my body!!

I kept thinking, just focus on breathing normally...

Do you think the music kept me grounded and that is why?
 
SWIM think the music really helps. SWIM likes pink floyd and mogwai. Real nice to lift-off to. SWIM has only broken through twice so I guess he's not the most qualified to give you tips, but the music didn't prevent anything and is a nice audio stimuli to associate yourself with this reality again.
 
Ive never felt the need for music or sounds of any sort. Spice gives that and so much more.

Ive read and spoken to friends that music and sounds can change and redirect the experience.

Once my dog barked and the entity that was in my vision exploded into a thgousand spikes, quite frightning in my opinion.

I never feel the need to listen to any music.
 
I listen to the music that is myself.
I can navigate my body by listening to withinity.
This is one of the most important shamanic tools I've learned so far.
You can hear/feel the parts of your body that need healing...
or I can, at least.
 
Yeah I knew I didn't get quite there that is why I said kinda haha.

I felt like I was right on the brink of breaking through but not quite there because I still sensed my body.

It was strange like I said and I wished I would have gone a bit farther at the time because sensing my body breathing weird like that while my mind was in another dimension was strange.

I did get a small taste of an entity like thing though.. it definitely looked like an elf like entity made out of different colored neon rods or something (holding a tornado of colors)

Now I feel like next time I want to venture I will be able to break through for sure, pretty sure I got the method down...
 
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