First breakthrough - no real visuals

[Chronicmic]

Ok. Ive smoked spice before. It has been over a year and alot has happened in that year. In the past when smoking it I never broke through. In the past year I have done a lot of research on DMT, and realized I need to take 3 good blasts and close my eyes.

So yesterday I load up about 80mg. Take it in 3 hits. And BAM that explosion into the universe happens. I only remember 2 visual stimuli. At one point I remember seeing green melting shapes, and feeling the realization of cosmic time. The time it takes for mountains to be created and whatnot. I remember feeling like I was letting go to die and become one with it, which I did and embraced it for who knows how long.

The other visual part I remember was being on the outside of some bright orange globe. I remember thinking to myself "I wish I could show this to people"

Another part of it that I remember is wanting to kill myself to make the experience stop because it was SO intense. I hit the pipe a few more times throughout the night, and it really didnt even touch me, not like the people I was with.

Basically the trip was very intense, it was a feeling, revelations almost. Feeling how the universe works. Not a visual trip as much though. I know I may be forgetting alot of important details because of the nature of the experience. I plan on going back again soon.
Wondering if anyone can relate to this, or any ideas anyone may have. Peace.

 

[cyb]

Don't take so much....80mg is tooo much.
20/30mg should be enough to breakthru if vaped properly...and you may remember more!

 

[3rdI]

I would also go for less DMT, and you don't need 3 hits, you just need a decent vaping device.

 

[lexiqon]

I've also found with a very high dose it's far more difficult to remember much, I'd suggest starting small and working your way up to find the dose that suits you best

 

[d*l*b]

I’ve had a few non-visual/atypical visual journeys (everything just going black for instance, emotion/feeling being the main aspect of the journey), they can be really quite disconcerting.

Like others have said – you may want to lower your dose, if I use a normal pipe or bong 50mg is more than adequate and 60mg+ tends to result in little to no memory of the experience. If I use a decent vaping method I find ~30mg is a very heavy journey.

 

[Jarl Von Hoother]

yeah^

Tell us how a good 40 mgs goes for you soon instead.

You weren't in over your head (probably even further than that :lol: )

Be careful, it's totally safe, physically, maybe doses are half this amount even with the intermediate, because your spice teaches you so fast- taking you from algebra to trigonometry in a matter of seconds, but maybe you would have appreciated a nice walk in the park preferably instead.

how much you ever intend on using, make it the BEST experience! I'd like to go for a nice jog up in the mountains and go down to this stream to cool off just after the sun goes down and sit over a nice view over the fire. :roll: