Pile of cats
Rising Star
Hey, I've not had the time to introduce myself and I've been kind of unsure what to write as an introduction.
I've smoked dmt around 10 times now all being sub breakthrough until now, It's kind of difficult to recall details and this only happened around an hour ago but I wanted to write this while things were still fresh in my head before I attempt to go back to where I just was.
I'd just finished preparing a 1:1 changa blend with caapi leaf and I thought I'd start with 50mg with dmt (I've got a naturally high tolerance to all psychedelics it seems) I'd tried this before with infused herb and that took me no way near what I just experienced now. I was expecting another sub breakthrough where in the past I'd felt a strong feminine presence which was trying to communicate something to me but I usually felt too confused to make any connection with it and the last time I experienced this I felt another entity interrupt me from trying to communicate with this feminine entity telling me that I was not ready and it suggested things I change in my preperation to be more adequately prepared and I took its advice this time making sure to have no visual or audio stimulation (although it was raining and I live in a caravan so there was still quite a lot of background noise.) I loaded a bong with the 50mg of dmt worth of changa and lit it and slowly took it in, before I was even halfway through I was completely blinded by fractals and I pushed myself to clear the bowl and had a bit of difficulty putting down the bong as I couldn't find the table right infront of me and then had the same problem with trying to lie down. I got launched through the usual impossibly complex fractal pattern I tend to see and ended up in what seemed to be another dimension.
From here it's very difficult to recall what exactly I saw but I remember the things which I felt which help bring back parts of the experience.
So I find myself in this dimension and I immediately notice that I am not alone there, there is a male entity which is doing something and I can only recall it was running experiments or simulating things, it noticed me and straight away started communicating all kinds of things which I was extremely happy to hear or more feel as the communication was not in language but through very complex feelings which made perfect sense of everything at that time. this went on for a while before I felt his presence fade and I immediately got up, extremely excited about what had just happened.
so, as it was very difficult for me to make sense of all this does anyone have any pointers on how to better understand and recall the things I see? I feel like it's just a case of becoming more accustomed to dmt's effects but maybe there's more to it?
I will write an introduction soon, I've just been very busy and often mentally drained from work.
I've smoked dmt around 10 times now all being sub breakthrough until now, It's kind of difficult to recall details and this only happened around an hour ago but I wanted to write this while things were still fresh in my head before I attempt to go back to where I just was.
I'd just finished preparing a 1:1 changa blend with caapi leaf and I thought I'd start with 50mg with dmt (I've got a naturally high tolerance to all psychedelics it seems) I'd tried this before with infused herb and that took me no way near what I just experienced now. I was expecting another sub breakthrough where in the past I'd felt a strong feminine presence which was trying to communicate something to me but I usually felt too confused to make any connection with it and the last time I experienced this I felt another entity interrupt me from trying to communicate with this feminine entity telling me that I was not ready and it suggested things I change in my preperation to be more adequately prepared and I took its advice this time making sure to have no visual or audio stimulation (although it was raining and I live in a caravan so there was still quite a lot of background noise.) I loaded a bong with the 50mg of dmt worth of changa and lit it and slowly took it in, before I was even halfway through I was completely blinded by fractals and I pushed myself to clear the bowl and had a bit of difficulty putting down the bong as I couldn't find the table right infront of me and then had the same problem with trying to lie down. I got launched through the usual impossibly complex fractal pattern I tend to see and ended up in what seemed to be another dimension.
From here it's very difficult to recall what exactly I saw but I remember the things which I felt which help bring back parts of the experience.
So I find myself in this dimension and I immediately notice that I am not alone there, there is a male entity which is doing something and I can only recall it was running experiments or simulating things, it noticed me and straight away started communicating all kinds of things which I was extremely happy to hear or more feel as the communication was not in language but through very complex feelings which made perfect sense of everything at that time. this went on for a while before I felt his presence fade and I immediately got up, extremely excited about what had just happened.
so, as it was very difficult for me to make sense of all this does anyone have any pointers on how to better understand and recall the things I see? I feel like it's just a case of becoming more accustomed to dmt's effects but maybe there's more to it?
I will write an introduction soon, I've just been very busy and often mentally drained from work.
