5tarDust
Rising Star
Hello everyone! this is my first post and trip report on DMT. It's a pleasure to be part of this community.
History:
I've done LSD a handful of times and have dosed mushrooms maybe 20-30 times.(mainly low 1-3 gram doses) I've also done some LSA extractions and Cubensis cultivation.
I haven't done any psychoactives in the past ten years. I just felt like I got my fill on them years back. Aside from that I am a heavy cannabis user and I do consume a small amount of alcohol a few times a week.
Recently I've felt strangely drawn to try DMT, so I did an STB extraction on 100G of MHRB.
Theory behind my low tolerance:
I have mild hypertension that I take a Beta-blocker called Atenelol for. Some studies noted that a Beta-blocker(not Atenelol, but one that has the same mode of action) increased the potency of DMT by 2-3 fold. This was thought to be due to suppression of a receptor that breaks down DMT more rapidly by the Bet-blocker. The Beta-blocker inhibits this receptors ability to break DMT down, thus increases the effects of it.
I'm probably about to get a lot of flack for taking DMT with hypertension, but it is very mild and only present when I am having high anxiety. It's totally controlled with the lowest dose beta blocker.
Another theory is that my tolerance is normal and I'm just not used to DMT's strong effects. Read below and let me know what you think, please.
First experience:
It was late at night after I finishing my second pull. I had some gunk left inside the glass naptha vessel that I couldn't scrape out, so I used a small piece of cannabis to scrub the gunk out of the pan. I estimated the weight to be under 5mg and didn't expect any effect. Thinking "what the hell, why not?", I loaded the bud in between two layers of cannabis and smoked it out of my water bong. I felt nothing with the first hit. Based on that I took a larger second hit and I noticed the lip numbing taste. I felt something but assumed it was a placebo, so I backed that up with a third, larger hit and I made sure to hold it for as long as possible.
This time I definitely felt something. The room began to look distorted and the familiar effects of an LSD trip starting to come on were immediately noticed. I got that funny roller coaster feeling in my stomach. At this point I kind of panicked and blew it out, because I had been standing up(big mistake, but I thought it wasn't enough to do anything)...I immediately sat down and closed my eyes.
I had some very mild visuals that mainly consisted of the usual light patterns present when you close your eyes in a lit room to move with a sort of pattern. Alternating between a wave effects and machine like lines being drawn(hard to describe and again very dark and mild) I also noticed a general altered perception of space and time when I opened my eyes.
I looked at the clock and only a few minutes had passed, but it seemed more like it had been 20-30 minutes. I still had a lingering body load that lasted maybe another five minutes.
Second Experience:
My mg scale arrived in the mail and I decided to weigh a small sample dose of a white powder portion of what I extracted. This was still essentially left over scrapings and it weighed out to about 7-8 milligrams. I loaded that into my Sai electronic dry hash oil atomizer and used some recommended settings I found. I put some music on youtube, turned out the light and sat in front of my computer screen. I meditated for maybe thirty seconds or so just to mentally prepare, then I preheated the atomizer and began to inhale. Total inhalation time was about 20 seconds until I was confident it had all been vaporized. After that I didn't count. I probably only held it in for less than five seconds after that, because...
I really didn't expect the effect from such a small amount to be so intense! I read that 5-10mg of DMT = the effect of about 2 grams of shrooms. Well to me, I was feeling like I took about 4+ grams at that point, but I continued to hold it in...
Until I heard the carrier tone! From what I've read that ringing sound is a sign you're about to go to DMT land, so I totally panicked and blew it out immediately because I was just experimenting with a "starter dose" and I didn't have anyone with me in case I went unconscious.
So, as I blew out the smoke, my youtube screen(the album cover from Tools 10,000 days if you are familiar) began to breathe and morph into fractals.
At that point I closed my eyes and was immediately confronted by a green-blue geometric shape. It was an orb with tiny spikes all over it that moved along with the sound waves from the music. It began to change shape slightly a tiny, extremely bright ball of light emanated from the top of it and dropped down. As it moved, it traced a bright red line behind it. It moved across the top of the shape and then straight down. Somehow I could tell that this light was "part" of the blue-green orb. I also "felt" the light, emotionally, somehow.
The fact that I was having such an experience from such a tiny amount was blowing my mind at this point. I opened my eyes and closed them again and this time I saw a tiny mound of thousands of eyes. It was just like a pile of small, blinking insect eyes. It didn't scare me, but I noticed at this point that my heart was pounding and I was kind of starting to freak out about that, so I opened my eyes. As I looked around the room, the effect began to fade, I calmed down and my heart rate went back down.
From this point on I mainly kept my eyes open and didn't experience much more in the way of visuals. Just a body load and an altered perception of time and space. I got a few "freeze frame" effects like I would get on a low dose of LSD, where things in the room seemed to jump around as I turned my head.
For the next 10-20 minutes I was shivering like I was freezing cold. This is in spite of the fact I was in my garage and the temp was 80+ Fahrenheit. It was a very bizarre sensation that I've never experience before.
Closing:
That's it so far! I have another 7 grams loaded into my atomizer, but haven't worked up the courage to do it again. I plan on firing it up sometime this weekend. I will report back. I want to experiment with that dose a few more times to be safe. This is much more intense than I thought it would be and while I am still very eager to explore hyperspace, I'm also very fearful! I thought that based on my past experiences, a sub 10mg dose should be a walk in the park. I was wrong.
Has anyone else just "microdosed" and explored the 5-15mg space for a while? I feel like I could get a lot out of even that, with less risk of a "bad" trip. The second experience was strangely therapeutic. I normally get physical anxiety symptoms in the morning before work, but I didn't the following few mornings.
Anyways thanks for reading. I'm very open to any critique in my writings. This is my first ever trip report in almost 20 years worth of using psychedelics. I'm an OG erowid lurker.
History:
I've done LSD a handful of times and have dosed mushrooms maybe 20-30 times.(mainly low 1-3 gram doses) I've also done some LSA extractions and Cubensis cultivation.
I haven't done any psychoactives in the past ten years. I just felt like I got my fill on them years back. Aside from that I am a heavy cannabis user and I do consume a small amount of alcohol a few times a week.
Recently I've felt strangely drawn to try DMT, so I did an STB extraction on 100G of MHRB.
Theory behind my low tolerance:
I have mild hypertension that I take a Beta-blocker called Atenelol for. Some studies noted that a Beta-blocker(not Atenelol, but one that has the same mode of action) increased the potency of DMT by 2-3 fold. This was thought to be due to suppression of a receptor that breaks down DMT more rapidly by the Bet-blocker. The Beta-blocker inhibits this receptors ability to break DMT down, thus increases the effects of it.
I'm probably about to get a lot of flack for taking DMT with hypertension, but it is very mild and only present when I am having high anxiety. It's totally controlled with the lowest dose beta blocker.
Another theory is that my tolerance is normal and I'm just not used to DMT's strong effects. Read below and let me know what you think, please.
First experience:
It was late at night after I finishing my second pull. I had some gunk left inside the glass naptha vessel that I couldn't scrape out, so I used a small piece of cannabis to scrub the gunk out of the pan. I estimated the weight to be under 5mg and didn't expect any effect. Thinking "what the hell, why not?", I loaded the bud in between two layers of cannabis and smoked it out of my water bong. I felt nothing with the first hit. Based on that I took a larger second hit and I noticed the lip numbing taste. I felt something but assumed it was a placebo, so I backed that up with a third, larger hit and I made sure to hold it for as long as possible.
This time I definitely felt something. The room began to look distorted and the familiar effects of an LSD trip starting to come on were immediately noticed. I got that funny roller coaster feeling in my stomach. At this point I kind of panicked and blew it out, because I had been standing up(big mistake, but I thought it wasn't enough to do anything)...I immediately sat down and closed my eyes.
I had some very mild visuals that mainly consisted of the usual light patterns present when you close your eyes in a lit room to move with a sort of pattern. Alternating between a wave effects and machine like lines being drawn(hard to describe and again very dark and mild) I also noticed a general altered perception of space and time when I opened my eyes.
I looked at the clock and only a few minutes had passed, but it seemed more like it had been 20-30 minutes. I still had a lingering body load that lasted maybe another five minutes.
Second Experience:
My mg scale arrived in the mail and I decided to weigh a small sample dose of a white powder portion of what I extracted. This was still essentially left over scrapings and it weighed out to about 7-8 milligrams. I loaded that into my Sai electronic dry hash oil atomizer and used some recommended settings I found. I put some music on youtube, turned out the light and sat in front of my computer screen. I meditated for maybe thirty seconds or so just to mentally prepare, then I preheated the atomizer and began to inhale. Total inhalation time was about 20 seconds until I was confident it had all been vaporized. After that I didn't count. I probably only held it in for less than five seconds after that, because...
I really didn't expect the effect from such a small amount to be so intense! I read that 5-10mg of DMT = the effect of about 2 grams of shrooms. Well to me, I was feeling like I took about 4+ grams at that point, but I continued to hold it in...
Until I heard the carrier tone! From what I've read that ringing sound is a sign you're about to go to DMT land, so I totally panicked and blew it out immediately because I was just experimenting with a "starter dose" and I didn't have anyone with me in case I went unconscious.
So, as I blew out the smoke, my youtube screen(the album cover from Tools 10,000 days if you are familiar) began to breathe and morph into fractals.
At that point I closed my eyes and was immediately confronted by a green-blue geometric shape. It was an orb with tiny spikes all over it that moved along with the sound waves from the music. It began to change shape slightly a tiny, extremely bright ball of light emanated from the top of it and dropped down. As it moved, it traced a bright red line behind it. It moved across the top of the shape and then straight down. Somehow I could tell that this light was "part" of the blue-green orb. I also "felt" the light, emotionally, somehow.
The fact that I was having such an experience from such a tiny amount was blowing my mind at this point. I opened my eyes and closed them again and this time I saw a tiny mound of thousands of eyes. It was just like a pile of small, blinking insect eyes. It didn't scare me, but I noticed at this point that my heart was pounding and I was kind of starting to freak out about that, so I opened my eyes. As I looked around the room, the effect began to fade, I calmed down and my heart rate went back down.
From this point on I mainly kept my eyes open and didn't experience much more in the way of visuals. Just a body load and an altered perception of time and space. I got a few "freeze frame" effects like I would get on a low dose of LSD, where things in the room seemed to jump around as I turned my head.
For the next 10-20 minutes I was shivering like I was freezing cold. This is in spite of the fact I was in my garage and the temp was 80+ Fahrenheit. It was a very bizarre sensation that I've never experience before.
Closing:
That's it so far! I have another 7 grams loaded into my atomizer, but haven't worked up the courage to do it again. I plan on firing it up sometime this weekend. I will report back. I want to experiment with that dose a few more times to be safe. This is much more intense than I thought it would be and while I am still very eager to explore hyperspace, I'm also very fearful! I thought that based on my past experiences, a sub 10mg dose should be a walk in the park. I was wrong.
Has anyone else just "microdosed" and explored the 5-15mg space for a while? I feel like I could get a lot out of even that, with less risk of a "bad" trip. The second experience was strangely therapeutic. I normally get physical anxiety symptoms in the morning before work, but I didn't the following few mornings.
Anyways thanks for reading. I'm very open to any critique in my writings. This is my first ever trip report in almost 20 years worth of using psychedelics. I'm an OG erowid lurker.