Giantchief
Rising Star
After about a year and a half of researching the spice, the opportunity finally came to launch.
The experience came at a perfect time. I have been struggling through some very intense depression over the past month. Tried the doc, exercise ect. In my experiences psychedelics have always brought happiness, a fresh new attitude towards life and always feel psych healthier after. DMT was profoundly helpful.
I went over to a friends house and had a couple good friends as sitters. I did not have a perfect set up as I smoked it from a regular pipe. I laid back in a chair at my friends apartment. I was a tad nervous strictly because I did not know how psychologically draining it would be but knew this journey was a long time in the making.
I focused my mind on letting go and just observing what would come. I took a big first hit, by the time I exhaled the room began enhancing immediately in color. Complex patterns lit up all around, something like shrooms x100. I attempted a second hit but was too much on my lungs so I didn't hold a full hit. Closing my eyes was pretty profound. I stayed conscious during the first attempt. I could tell I fought the experience a bit and kept getting distracted.
I waited about 30 minutes and launched a second time. I was able to hold in two large hits this time and closed my eyes. From what I can remember, a very powerful sound was vibrating my head and saw a green flower like shape hover over my head backed by pure white. A lot of pressure started to build in the top of my head and I remember a feminine "voice" singing. It was quite serene. I started to get uncomfortable a bit and opened my eyes, which subsequently ended my trip as everything started to fizzle away over the next 5 minutes.
I am going to attempt again tonight hoping for a breakthough. I need to try and take a bit more (if my lungs can handle it) as I feel I was on the threshold of something.
I feel very positive and excited today. Thank you DMT.
Also excited to find this forum and would love to gather advice from you fellas.
Thanks!
Giantchief
The experience came at a perfect time. I have been struggling through some very intense depression over the past month. Tried the doc, exercise ect. In my experiences psychedelics have always brought happiness, a fresh new attitude towards life and always feel psych healthier after. DMT was profoundly helpful.
I went over to a friends house and had a couple good friends as sitters. I did not have a perfect set up as I smoked it from a regular pipe. I laid back in a chair at my friends apartment. I was a tad nervous strictly because I did not know how psychologically draining it would be but knew this journey was a long time in the making.
I focused my mind on letting go and just observing what would come. I took a big first hit, by the time I exhaled the room began enhancing immediately in color. Complex patterns lit up all around, something like shrooms x100. I attempted a second hit but was too much on my lungs so I didn't hold a full hit. Closing my eyes was pretty profound. I stayed conscious during the first attempt. I could tell I fought the experience a bit and kept getting distracted.
I waited about 30 minutes and launched a second time. I was able to hold in two large hits this time and closed my eyes. From what I can remember, a very powerful sound was vibrating my head and saw a green flower like shape hover over my head backed by pure white. A lot of pressure started to build in the top of my head and I remember a feminine "voice" singing. It was quite serene. I started to get uncomfortable a bit and opened my eyes, which subsequently ended my trip as everything started to fizzle away over the next 5 minutes.
I am going to attempt again tonight hoping for a breakthough. I need to try and take a bit more (if my lungs can handle it) as I feel I was on the threshold of something.
I feel very positive and excited today. Thank you DMT.
Also excited to find this forum and would love to gather advice from you fellas.
Thanks!
Giantchief