intotheunknown
Rising Star
The world of psychodelics, where can I start. Of all the different types of compounds out there, none have effected the way I perceive reality like psychodelics. When I first started it was mainly just psilocybin and when I would partake I understood what it was and just enjoyed the ride. I was young and reckless so I never payed attention to my surroundings and just did it. I would find myself in a high euphoric state with visuals galore but then all of the sudden have dark entities appear and then disappear and then back to euphoric. But once I came down there was nothing else there, just the reminence of a trip and no profound effect on my conscienceness.
But about 3 months ago I was introduced to DMT. So before I went on that journey I had to research the compound. So I looked all through the internet for as much info as I could possibly find. Then I came across the movie DMT: Spirit Molecule, which was an amazing movie and just watching it made me feel like I was in another world. With all this info I gathered I prepared for my first DMT journey. I made sure my system was flushed and cleansed with vitamins and mineral water. I meditated for about an hour with happy thoughts and deep breathing. So I was sitting up on the bed with my spotter (girl friend at the time) sitting on the floor right next to me. She handed me the pipe and reminded me to light, inhale, hold for 5 seconds and exhale. So as I inhaled the first time all I could think about was how harsh it was (that's where I messed up) held for 5 seconds and then exhaled, repeated that 2 more times. But then on the 3rd time all of the sudden the pipe seemed like it was a mile from me and she took it from me and told me to lay down. Then that's where my life completely changed. During my whole trip all I could think about was what the heck is going on. The entire room seemed to be getting sucked into a hole then explode into fragments. I looked over at my spotter and she had streteched to about 10 feet wide then changed color. I just started laughing and amazed at what I was seeing. In my mind I kept saying to myself to close my eyes but I just couldn't. Then I started hearing a familiar voice saying to me "Where have you been, what are you doing? I was thinking I don't know, who's voice is that? So as I was coming down from my journey it just felt like I was floating back onto the bed. I layed there amazed and happy! But when I tryed to analyze my journey and figure out why I couldn't close my eyes, I think it had to do with my thought of the harsh taste I had and that created a fear that prevented me from letting go completely. So from then on I have been preparing for my next journey, but the next time I want to go as far out into hyperspace as I can. Not sure when that will be all I know is that I will be completely ready this time. Thanks for letting me share and I look forward to any feedback I can get to make my future journeys even better.
But about 3 months ago I was introduced to DMT. So before I went on that journey I had to research the compound. So I looked all through the internet for as much info as I could possibly find. Then I came across the movie DMT: Spirit Molecule, which was an amazing movie and just watching it made me feel like I was in another world. With all this info I gathered I prepared for my first DMT journey. I made sure my system was flushed and cleansed with vitamins and mineral water. I meditated for about an hour with happy thoughts and deep breathing. So I was sitting up on the bed with my spotter (girl friend at the time) sitting on the floor right next to me. She handed me the pipe and reminded me to light, inhale, hold for 5 seconds and exhale. So as I inhaled the first time all I could think about was how harsh it was (that's where I messed up) held for 5 seconds and then exhaled, repeated that 2 more times. But then on the 3rd time all of the sudden the pipe seemed like it was a mile from me and she took it from me and told me to lay down. Then that's where my life completely changed. During my whole trip all I could think about was what the heck is going on. The entire room seemed to be getting sucked into a hole then explode into fragments. I looked over at my spotter and she had streteched to about 10 feet wide then changed color. I just started laughing and amazed at what I was seeing. In my mind I kept saying to myself to close my eyes but I just couldn't. Then I started hearing a familiar voice saying to me "Where have you been, what are you doing? I was thinking I don't know, who's voice is that? So as I was coming down from my journey it just felt like I was floating back onto the bed. I layed there amazed and happy! But when I tryed to analyze my journey and figure out why I couldn't close my eyes, I think it had to do with my thought of the harsh taste I had and that created a fear that prevented me from letting go completely. So from then on I have been preparing for my next journey, but the next time I want to go as far out into hyperspace as I can. Not sure when that will be all I know is that I will be completely ready this time. Thanks for letting me share and I look forward to any feedback I can get to make my future journeys even better.